Stage 5, Day 7,
NEW VDO: http://youtu.be/ad7Zn8t9r5g
I could be going out and putting my Halloween costume to good use, but instead I'm doing singing exercises and I'll be studying for my big mid-term (responsibilities). I'm supposed to hear about call-backs for the 'The Voice' audition within 2 weeks, and I need to dedicate more time for this particular midterm, as one week of intense study wasn't enough last time.
Anyways, my best friend (from yesterday) called about an hour ago and kept trying to shame me for "just wanting to have sex with women" and "viewing women as objects". Ironically, I like women more as people at this point in time (it peaked in Stage 3) than I ever did pre-Alpha Male. She apparently doesn't like the direction I'm headed, and frankly, she'll have to accept it as long as I feel this way.
I stayed calm and rational and called her out on any exaggerations (and fabrications) her drunk self remembers from yesterday. I owned up to flirting with her friend yesterday (and hey, she was flirting back!), but won't back down on wanting to enjoy sex with different women. What other way would it be; should I drop what I want and filter my thoughts and desires to how she wants them? (That's a rhetorical) And yes, she's being unreasonable.
EDIT: 7 whole days; 99 playthroughs = 14.14 hours a day
NEW VDO: http://youtu.be/ad7Zn8t9r5g
I could be going out and putting my Halloween costume to good use, but instead I'm doing singing exercises and I'll be studying for my big mid-term (responsibilities). I'm supposed to hear about call-backs for the 'The Voice' audition within 2 weeks, and I need to dedicate more time for this particular midterm, as one week of intense study wasn't enough last time.
Anyways, my best friend (from yesterday) called about an hour ago and kept trying to shame me for "just wanting to have sex with women" and "viewing women as objects". Ironically, I like women more as people at this point in time (it peaked in Stage 3) than I ever did pre-Alpha Male. She apparently doesn't like the direction I'm headed, and frankly, she'll have to accept it as long as I feel this way.
I stayed calm and rational and called her out on any exaggerations (and fabrications) her drunk self remembers from yesterday. I owned up to flirting with her friend yesterday (and hey, she was flirting back!), but won't back down on wanting to enjoy sex with different women. What other way would it be; should I drop what I want and filter my thoughts and desires to how she wants them? (That's a rhetorical) And yes, she's being unreasonable.
EDIT: 7 whole days; 99 playthroughs = 14.14 hours a day
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