10-17-2014, 11:42 PM
(10-17-2014, 10:59 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: Stage 4, Day 26
Well, my day went rather well until... well, let's recap.
Got driven back by my parents and that was all laughs and tralalas.
I had a meet planned with the girl from the train; she introduced herself, she asked for my number, she planned a meet. I assumed she was dtf; apparently not. This encounter has shown my that I'm still needy for sex, and it unearthed a heap of bitterness towards the manipulation in man-woman relationships.
It had me wanting to "play the game", and inflict whatever anger I was feeling from this woman towards other girls; basically **** em and dump em, and **** their feelings. Thankfully, I know better, and took care of most of those feelings with PSTEC. Plus, I really don't want to do that.
She comes to my place and turns down my advances. It's not the rejection, it's more that she kept hanging around after rejecting me a few times in a row; it gave the wrong impression. if she just said; "If we're not right for each other, maybe I should go", I would totally respect that. Then, she goes on about how "If I wanted a hookup, I could use Tinder and just say yes to one of the 20 guys who asked me this week".
Kept telling me how smart and mature she was for not wanting a hookup, and that she's "not like that".
Then, I chose to walk her to the bus station (because, believe it or not, I still don't want her to be eaten alive by wild dingos), and everything she said really annoyed me.
Anyways, I told her straight up while walking back that I was feeling anger towards her, and that most of it probably isn't even justified. Boy, was I pissed. I mentally encouraged her to sit on a fire hydrant.
It took 2 Accelerators and 2 Level 1 tracks to get me much more calm, and there's still a bit left. Will fEFT the rest. So she doesn't have to sit on that fire hydrant anymore. But **** you (you know who you are).
What's up their Dan? You basically just ran into a timewaster/cock tease. They are probably the NUMBER 1 reason I became more direct with women. Women like that get off on wasting time.
Had it been me, I would simply have asked: "are you interested in having sex with me?" Any answer other than yes and I would say "I understand, in that case it's best that you leave". Whenever you deal with a woman who loves to waste time you have to put them in a position to DIRECTLY reject you or reciprocate your interests other wise they'll play that game all fricking day and leave you pissed off. Obviously, when I say put them in a position to reject you I mean verbalizing your sexual and/or romantic intentions to them and getting either a definitive "yes DanAmerson I am DEFINITELY interested in having sex with you" or a "no DanAmerson I am NOT interested in having sex with you".
Shake it off my brother and keep moving forward. You're doing great.