Stage 3, Day 32,
Here's a recap on Stage 3, I could record a video, but I don't wanna. My recap of Stage 3 will be affected by
- Sex drive has increased, and then got diffused, and then I don't really want to have sex;
- At the end of the Stage, I started getting some feelings of constriction, sort of like I can't get the words out;
- Looked in the mirror, and I really like the way I look
- I notice no attention from women; this journey seems to be an inner journey heretofore;
- I recently made the decision to feel really good, and I has gone mostly well;
- Right now, I'm feeling a bit lonely (I plan on clearing that before going to bed).
- I have absolutely no negativity regarding the behaviors of women (this is a HUGE deal, as it's always rubbed me the wrong way). If they flake, oh well, it's probably something I did. Thoughts about the 'evil' things women can get away with? I don't even go there anymore, and I'm so much happier when it comes to not thinking about it.
- When I'm around an attractive woman (chatting with her and the like), I get this fire in my belly, that "umph" feeling in which I want to just pull her in by the waist and kiss her.
- When I see an attractive woman, and I'm on the fence of "should I approach her?", I typically just go for it and say hi. Haven't approached that many women at the end of this stage.
- Women are fun to be around in general;
- I have more extreme behavior; when I'm charismatic, I have more of an ecstatic feeling in my body, when I don't feel like it, I stay very quiet.
I'm running Stage 4 now, as I start my stages in the evening. Let's have this Stage kick my ass in the best way possible.
Here's a recap on Stage 3, I could record a video, but I don't wanna. My recap of Stage 3 will be affected by
- Sex drive has increased, and then got diffused, and then I don't really want to have sex;
- At the end of the Stage, I started getting some feelings of constriction, sort of like I can't get the words out;
- Looked in the mirror, and I really like the way I look
- I notice no attention from women; this journey seems to be an inner journey heretofore;
- I recently made the decision to feel really good, and I has gone mostly well;
- Right now, I'm feeling a bit lonely (I plan on clearing that before going to bed).
- I have absolutely no negativity regarding the behaviors of women (this is a HUGE deal, as it's always rubbed me the wrong way). If they flake, oh well, it's probably something I did. Thoughts about the 'evil' things women can get away with? I don't even go there anymore, and I'm so much happier when it comes to not thinking about it.
- When I'm around an attractive woman (chatting with her and the like), I get this fire in my belly, that "umph" feeling in which I want to just pull her in by the waist and kiss her.
- When I see an attractive woman, and I'm on the fence of "should I approach her?", I typically just go for it and say hi. Haven't approached that many women at the end of this stage.
- Women are fun to be around in general;
- I have more extreme behavior; when I'm charismatic, I have more of an ecstatic feeling in my body, when I don't feel like it, I stay very quiet.
I'm running Stage 4 now, as I start my stages in the evening. Let's have this Stage kick my ass in the best way possible.
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