(09-04-2014, 10:58 PM)DanAmerson Wrote: That may be; however, the first thing I was thinking after doing my visualization exercise while doing some clearing from "Unlimited Abundance" was: "Why don't I just give it a shot? If anything comes in the way, I'll figure it out and make it fit. If I have a situation where I have to prioritize my degree, I can truly say that I gave it a shot, and I'll wait until next year"
Go for it! If it's anything like in Germany there will be tons of people who are truly untalented and go there without having ANY practice at all. Why do they try it anyway? Their Aunt said they sing so nicely.
You even already make money with your music and you still wonder if you have enough practice?
What is the worst that could happen?
What is the difference from messsing up at the audition vs not going at all?
In both cases you will be sitting at home again in a couple of days.
Yes, you could have some spotlight on you. But if you can handle that, it will make you more confident and charismatic. If not, you're able to let some shame&fear bubble up to clear and become charismatic later. This spotlight effect alone would be worth to go...
But I think messing up at the audition isn't the scary part. Being successful and having million people watching you on TV is! I think you subconscously know you're talented enough and you're more afraid of success than you're afraid of failure.
That you're about to change your mind because you cleared with "Unlimited Abundance" tells me that, slowly clearing Success Barriers and fear of success.