Stage 3, Day 14
First day of school; I see plenty of rather pretty women around, but I'm not even compelled to go up and talk to any of them. Could be that it's VERY crowded now. My operating thought was "These ladies hear what I'm going to say all the time, and they have plenty of guys showing interest.. why bother?" (resistance). I've thought this at bars, for example.
That said, I'm very excited to complete my courses. I did both language courses, and made a deal of progress in this day alone. That, and accomplishing my new daily ritual has made me very excited for the future and what I can accomplish. If only there were more hours in the day..
I can truly see myself being something incredible, it's simply that I'm currently going through some forms of resistance.
A guitar workbook I ordered, which was said to take 3 weeks to deliver, came straight to my door in almost exactly 48 hours! Sweet; this should take my guitar playing to the next level, but there's work involved.
I'm going to undergo 'BrainEv', once I finish the other program I'm working on with abundance. This should clear up even more issues. I'm curious about figuring out the nuts and bolts on several topics; comedy, emotions, psychology, music, songwriting, learning, languages, and so having a very sharp mind will help assimilate everything I'm learning. This is where BrainEv comes in.
Feeling very tired as nighttime has rolled around, but still able to feel positive about my/the future.
First day of school; I see plenty of rather pretty women around, but I'm not even compelled to go up and talk to any of them. Could be that it's VERY crowded now. My operating thought was "These ladies hear what I'm going to say all the time, and they have plenty of guys showing interest.. why bother?" (resistance). I've thought this at bars, for example.
That said, I'm very excited to complete my courses. I did both language courses, and made a deal of progress in this day alone. That, and accomplishing my new daily ritual has made me very excited for the future and what I can accomplish. If only there were more hours in the day..
I can truly see myself being something incredible, it's simply that I'm currently going through some forms of resistance.
A guitar workbook I ordered, which was said to take 3 weeks to deliver, came straight to my door in almost exactly 48 hours! Sweet; this should take my guitar playing to the next level, but there's work involved.
I'm going to undergo 'BrainEv', once I finish the other program I'm working on with abundance. This should clear up even more issues. I'm curious about figuring out the nuts and bolts on several topics; comedy, emotions, psychology, music, songwriting, learning, languages, and so having a very sharp mind will help assimilate everything I'm learning. This is where BrainEv comes in.
Feeling very tired as nighttime has rolled around, but still able to feel positive about my/the future.
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