06-28-2014, 07:18 PM
Stage 1, Day 11
Day started off really well, went off into shit. I was very cheery at the start, and I became very frustrated and negative at the end of the day.
Work went well; I feel that the attraction between the female co-worker and I have been ramping up. Another female co-worker (who is moderately attractive to me) is telling me a lot on her sex life.
Busking was shit, especially considering that I was practicing earlier and did kick ass. Though I made a fair bit of money, my playing was shit and sloppy. When that happens, I become very frustrated and angry that I pour in so much energy and effort in this talent, and it can disappear "like that", and then, all other things considered, my social life sucks, my love life sucks, etc. When the talent goes away, I have no excuse for those things being less than optimal.
Gonna fEFT tap away the BullShit
Day started off really well, went off into shit. I was very cheery at the start, and I became very frustrated and negative at the end of the day.
Work went well; I feel that the attraction between the female co-worker and I have been ramping up. Another female co-worker (who is moderately attractive to me) is telling me a lot on her sex life.
Busking was shit, especially considering that I was practicing earlier and did kick ass. Though I made a fair bit of money, my playing was shit and sloppy. When that happens, I become very frustrated and angry that I pour in so much energy and effort in this talent, and it can disappear "like that", and then, all other things considered, my social life sucks, my love life sucks, etc. When the talent goes away, I have no excuse for those things being less than optimal.
Gonna fEFT tap away the BullShit
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