(01-09-2011, 06:00 PM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: Ryan, if ur still on Alpha stage 1 it is most likely that-I used to get depressed pretty bad and Alpha stage one altered between super weeweed off, I'm the biggest BA in the world, and I'm so depressed, bored, and meaningless.
Exactly, what I seem to be going through. I too notice I can't think much about the future. I was always in my head about the future and it made me so excited about things. Lately though, with the depression, I can hardly think about the future and instead think about right now and unfortunately, bored and depressed at times, it's not fun but it's definitely manageable. Sometimes, I'll get my moments where I do get excitement towards the future which is nice and then I realize, hey next week is going to be great, then there are times I forget about everything coming up completely and it does get me down. But either way, it'll pay off in the long run and because of it all, it makes me go after things I really want to do to avoid being bored, I'm sure once school starts up in a few days, I'll be feeling much better.