01-25-2011, 10:13 PM
Ok I just have to say this, carpe diem is a really wild card
of I have it in and out for quite a few weeks now, and I feel very sure of its positive
and negative impacts on me, since dropping it a 2 days ago, I feel much better on stage 4 2011
I have decided I don't like its effects, at least when mixed with Alpha, this is just me personally and maybe I didn't
give it enough time but I have ZERO perspective when Im on it, I get bored with everything, and if I can't be 'doing' something crazy I become really not ok. On alpha alone Im indifferent to women, on carpe diem with alpha Im even more indifferent, whatever I feel gets amplified to uncontrollable extent. Cortez if u like feeling crazy in the way u do and u like that extent of indifference awesome, but if its crazy like no perspective/can't get urself to take the action u want cause u just don't care, maybe try dropping carpe diem and let the alpha fly solo. That was the case with me and may be completely different for u, but just putting it out there.
of I have it in and out for quite a few weeks now, and I feel very sure of its positive
and negative impacts on me, since dropping it a 2 days ago, I feel much better on stage 4 2011
I have decided I don't like its effects, at least when mixed with Alpha, this is just me personally and maybe I didn't
give it enough time but I have ZERO perspective when Im on it, I get bored with everything, and if I can't be 'doing' something crazy I become really not ok. On alpha alone Im indifferent to women, on carpe diem with alpha Im even more indifferent, whatever I feel gets amplified to uncontrollable extent. Cortez if u like feeling crazy in the way u do and u like that extent of indifference awesome, but if its crazy like no perspective/can't get urself to take the action u want cause u just don't care, maybe try dropping carpe diem and let the alpha fly solo. That was the case with me and may be completely different for u, but just putting it out there.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.