01-07-2011, 05:11 PM
Blueness, I just got out of college this summer and have been living with my mom and twin
for the last couple months. The first month of Alpha things became hell with her, the second month and first few weeks of stage 3 were much better, and now things are kind of hell again, not for my personal life but between us. I wont get into the details but I think until I move out things will not get better, no matter what. I lover her and I'm sure u love your mom but I hate to say it, an 'Alpha's'
got to be independent through and through and I know I wont feel fully free until I am supporting myself lock, stock, and barrel. I give her money for groceries and rent, in my own house-I know ridiculous, but its cheaper than anything else in NYC and I live in the most expensive neighborhood in the city. In my experience and that of friends as long as your parents are paying for u, I don't know if yours are I'm just saying, there gonna think there entitled to subtly control u, and in a certain sense they are. I'm of the age my mom could legally kick me out, and I'd be at a pretty big loss, so even though I HATE the way she goes about it, I have to comply at least to some extent with the ridiculousness or of my own volition get kicked out and deal with it.
for the last couple months. The first month of Alpha things became hell with her, the second month and first few weeks of stage 3 were much better, and now things are kind of hell again, not for my personal life but between us. I wont get into the details but I think until I move out things will not get better, no matter what. I lover her and I'm sure u love your mom but I hate to say it, an 'Alpha's'
got to be independent through and through and I know I wont feel fully free until I am supporting myself lock, stock, and barrel. I give her money for groceries and rent, in my own house-I know ridiculous, but its cheaper than anything else in NYC and I live in the most expensive neighborhood in the city. In my experience and that of friends as long as your parents are paying for u, I don't know if yours are I'm just saying, there gonna think there entitled to subtly control u, and in a certain sense they are. I'm of the age my mom could legally kick me out, and I'd be at a pretty big loss, so even though I HATE the way she goes about it, I have to comply at least to some extent with the ridiculousness or of my own volition get kicked out and deal with it.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.