I am definitely seeing manifestation results from SM 2.0. It's almost comical... so many women born in Libra. And apparently, more on the way whom I haven't had show up yet. But I also seem to be experiencing some resistance to the program, and stiff, very uncomfortable resistance at that.
I have two distinct parts to my personality, since I have what I call a "core conflict". My intellectual side wants to do one thing, and my emotions want to do something else. Almost always. In this case, my intellectual side wants to "play" and have sex with multiple women concurrently, though not necessarily simultaneously. My emotional side, however, has always wanted me to have just one, and be in a mutually monogamous relationship with her.
Sex Magnet is designed to introduce multiple concurrent sexual partners... and my emotional side is becoming mighty upset. I have found myself doing strange things that I believe may be the result, such as having trouble doing such simple things as leaving the house to go to the store. I used to have that problem years ago as a result of ingesting too much in the way of carbohydrates relative to my protein intake, though, so it could reasonably be a dietary issue. Whether or not it is, I am still seeing effects that have awakened my emotional side and have begun making me feel uncomfortably vulnerable emotionally.
I can only presume this is happening because the program is getting deeper and deeper into my subconscious, and is going to eventually overwrite the monogamy programming. I am honestly unsure if I want that to happen, and I have been contemplating abandoning the sex magnet for a more focused manifestor of a single ideal woman of some sort.
I am trying to use SM so I know what you guys are going through, and can better help with it, but I don't think it's a good thing for me to be using emotionally. It goes against my grain to have multiple lovers and be having casual sex with them all. Sex to me is a form of intimacy that leads to emotional unification and bonding. That's why I am so particular about who I will have sex with. That part of me is very sensitive, and I have been burned in the past... many times, and very badly.
So I am wondering, maybe if this is actually potentially good for me, to force me to deal with buried issues based on past "burns" or if this is only going to hurt me. Not sure what to do yet... but the program is definitely extremely powerful. Of course you knew that already.
Almost forgot. The script inspection and revision for SM for gay men is almost finished. Once it is, I should have the program built in a between three and five days. Then on to alpha male 5.0.
I have two distinct parts to my personality, since I have what I call a "core conflict". My intellectual side wants to do one thing, and my emotions want to do something else. Almost always. In this case, my intellectual side wants to "play" and have sex with multiple women concurrently, though not necessarily simultaneously. My emotional side, however, has always wanted me to have just one, and be in a mutually monogamous relationship with her.
Sex Magnet is designed to introduce multiple concurrent sexual partners... and my emotional side is becoming mighty upset. I have found myself doing strange things that I believe may be the result, such as having trouble doing such simple things as leaving the house to go to the store. I used to have that problem years ago as a result of ingesting too much in the way of carbohydrates relative to my protein intake, though, so it could reasonably be a dietary issue. Whether or not it is, I am still seeing effects that have awakened my emotional side and have begun making me feel uncomfortably vulnerable emotionally.
I can only presume this is happening because the program is getting deeper and deeper into my subconscious, and is going to eventually overwrite the monogamy programming. I am honestly unsure if I want that to happen, and I have been contemplating abandoning the sex magnet for a more focused manifestor of a single ideal woman of some sort.
I am trying to use SM so I know what you guys are going through, and can better help with it, but I don't think it's a good thing for me to be using emotionally. It goes against my grain to have multiple lovers and be having casual sex with them all. Sex to me is a form of intimacy that leads to emotional unification and bonding. That's why I am so particular about who I will have sex with. That part of me is very sensitive, and I have been burned in the past... many times, and very badly.
So I am wondering, maybe if this is actually potentially good for me, to force me to deal with buried issues based on past "burns" or if this is only going to hurt me. Not sure what to do yet... but the program is definitely extremely powerful. Of course you knew that already.
Almost forgot. The script inspection and revision for SM for gay men is almost finished. Once it is, I should have the program built in a between three and five days. Then on to alpha male 5.0.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!