10-13-2023, 10:30 AM
(10-12-2023, 08:23 AM)ncbeareatingman Wrote: Last 3 days, super depressed and apathetic. not like me at all. Oh the being depressed from being around toxic people ( relatives) yeah mild to medium grade downers, yeah but this was 'seemingly' outta no where and much more 'way laying;,plus "5D energies and more!
I stayed up ALL night so that I could be up until the early afternoon,to help get my regular sleep schedule back TODAY/Tonight, so to speak.. I,'d also planned and WENT for a 2 1/2 mile walk ,to the country store, on a very cloudy OCTOBER morn. LOVE IT !! Understatement. Had not done so in months, I feel sooo much much better, my body hurts but My Spirit is soaring!!
The goals starting next week is to put in at least one mile in every other day,until I workin it in,every day. Todays was a 5 mile'er co I'd not done so in many months on foot, Summer here was ah...in a word BRUTAL! Love love Autumn.
The road to a thousand miles begins with ONE STEP !!
The journey deepens and definitely continues... C'mon "Poor House " Mentality Take a Hike !! IM Ready for the Royal !! Have been ready, biot now more than ever !!
So is this depression just toxic relatives, or are you working through something deep with MM too? I've felt mildly depressed a couple of times on MM in the beginning because I was basically working through something my subconscious self didn't want to face, but it knew it couldn't stop MM from achieving its goals. Lately, my inner child is really fighting me on MM because I guess we must be close to a breakthrough of some sort that's going to go places, but it's not depression, it's more mild anxiety that I feel whenever the resistant parts have the upper hand.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!