01-02-2019, 03:29 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-02-2019, 03:54 AM by MasterEnki.)
Edit: 2015 - 2017 were when I did LTU 5G.
LTU 5G results... Off the the top of my head:
- Feeling excited for no particular reason.
- Flatmate seemed less annoying / more tolerable
- Most people seemed dead inside / noticeably dull
- Oddly specific fears, that had nothing to do with reality, seemed to no longer affect me (fear of urine in mailbox, for example).
- Driven to succeed, but not knowing what to do to succeed.
- More comfortable with me / myself (who is nerdy, socially awkward and weird).
- Anal sex now seems disgusting to me (used to love anal sex porn. Now I cringe).
- Watch less porn
- Was getting approached by old men (this seems to have died down now - I’m a guy, so WTF!)
- People (especially women) my age, and younger, are repelled by me / avoid me / ignore me
- Open to new possibilities / paradigms
- Really like myself
- Less pain relating to rejection
- Cool with being unpopular / socially awkward
- The massive amount of damage that reading PUA has done to me is much more obvious
- Would rather be myself, than someone else
- Extra gratitude for little things
- Feeling good
- Lost some close friends
- More feminine
- Some people that used to like me, now avoid me / ignore me
- Some people that used to avoid me / ignore me, now like me
- Feel like I have rare value to offer people (although only some people would see any value in me. Most don’t and I am cool with that).
- Enjoy nature more
One big thing I should emphasise is that you will become non-compatiable with most people (whose toxicity / BS / manipulation games become more obvious, and frustrating).
LTU 5G is quite subtle, and feels like nothing is happening for ages, until you realise that something has changed.
It’s been over a year since I finished up my last run of LTU 5G. Many things have noticeably faded, but I can still perceive them.
The main point that has stuck is that I love myself / love the nerdy, socially awkward person that I am, and can admit it openly. My personality is naturally like Tina Belcher from Bobs Burgers.
The self-esteem, self-love, etc. seems to have been the most permanent thing.
LTU 5G results... Off the the top of my head:
- Feeling excited for no particular reason.
- Flatmate seemed less annoying / more tolerable
- Most people seemed dead inside / noticeably dull
- Oddly specific fears, that had nothing to do with reality, seemed to no longer affect me (fear of urine in mailbox, for example).
- Driven to succeed, but not knowing what to do to succeed.
- More comfortable with me / myself (who is nerdy, socially awkward and weird).
- Anal sex now seems disgusting to me (used to love anal sex porn. Now I cringe).
- Watch less porn
- Was getting approached by old men (this seems to have died down now - I’m a guy, so WTF!)
- People (especially women) my age, and younger, are repelled by me / avoid me / ignore me
- Open to new possibilities / paradigms
- Really like myself
- Less pain relating to rejection
- Cool with being unpopular / socially awkward
- The massive amount of damage that reading PUA has done to me is much more obvious
- Would rather be myself, than someone else
- Extra gratitude for little things
- Feeling good
- Lost some close friends
- More feminine
- Some people that used to like me, now avoid me / ignore me
- Some people that used to avoid me / ignore me, now like me
- Feel like I have rare value to offer people (although only some people would see any value in me. Most don’t and I am cool with that).
- Enjoy nature more
One big thing I should emphasise is that you will become non-compatiable with most people (whose toxicity / BS / manipulation games become more obvious, and frustrating).
LTU 5G is quite subtle, and feels like nothing is happening for ages, until you realise that something has changed.
It’s been over a year since I finished up my last run of LTU 5G. Many things have noticeably faded, but I can still perceive them.
The main point that has stuck is that I love myself / love the nerdy, socially awkward person that I am, and can admit it openly. My personality is naturally like Tina Belcher from Bobs Burgers.
The self-esteem, self-love, etc. seems to have been the most permanent thing.
