07-07-2018, 12:08 PM
Wasn't able to start on July 4th as I initially planned. I don't see it as a bad thing because at various points over the last few days I was able to see & understand even more how & why working on what keeps anyone from being mentally & emotionally healthy needs to be my priority. I feel like the one thing that hasn't made me sabotage myself from sticking to a single sub for an extended period of time is my ego. I turned 50 years old just under a week ago & although I refuse to think or believe I have to be or act a certain way because of that or for any other reason, I am now starting to understand how being or acting insecure because of unresolved issues can & will hurt you. I was wrong plain & simple. I should have listened to the advice given to me earlier. I intend to correct that now.
