04-26-2024, 01:33 AM
It's been 2 weeks since i stopped using the program just to see what happens, this is the first time in years i took that many days off because usually my symptoms get worse after some time without using the program, most likely after the 3rd day but is not the case with E6. A couple weeks ago i realised the symptoms don't annoy me as much as before when taking days off so that's why i'm doing this.
The end result is that the symptoms don't bother me anymore, so that means my subconscious was actually overloading and getting mad because of it or it was resisting but i know that wasn't the case since my anxiety faded as well, a couple days before my head was hurting and i assumed it was due to lack of sleep, yes i haven't sleep that much for a while which is interesting since it started after the first week so i assume that's the time it takes for the program's effects to disappear, and my body doesn't feel tired so is very likely is was caused by anger but today i got rid of that anger so i stopped feeling the pain.
I also have to say i feel kind of lost in life, i mean i'm actually doing nothing with my life but is weird, i'm just contemplating the existence and the worries come and go. To put it simple i feel younger, when i didn't have to worry about some stuff in life and was just carefree, i missed such good days. Also recovered part of my motivation before becoming adult, it's refreshing.
So i can conclude that the time i spent using OF and forth was worthy and no longer need to exert myself that much, going from lack of sleep due to fear to lack of sleep due to my body not being tired is a great step.
The end result is that the symptoms don't bother me anymore, so that means my subconscious was actually overloading and getting mad because of it or it was resisting but i know that wasn't the case since my anxiety faded as well, a couple days before my head was hurting and i assumed it was due to lack of sleep, yes i haven't sleep that much for a while which is interesting since it started after the first week so i assume that's the time it takes for the program's effects to disappear, and my body doesn't feel tired so is very likely is was caused by anger but today i got rid of that anger so i stopped feeling the pain.
I also have to say i feel kind of lost in life, i mean i'm actually doing nothing with my life but is weird, i'm just contemplating the existence and the worries come and go. To put it simple i feel younger, when i didn't have to worry about some stuff in life and was just carefree, i missed such good days. Also recovered part of my motivation before becoming adult, it's refreshing.
So i can conclude that the time i spent using OF and forth was worthy and no longer need to exert myself that much, going from lack of sleep due to fear to lack of sleep due to my body not being tired is a great step.
