Overcoming Fear v4: The Special Case Files

[StridingStrider]

Cycle #18 Off #1

Haven't felt the need to journal so much. I had a pretty good day today. Spoke to workgirl without much fear, although I did start to smile which I do when I start feeling anxious, but my body language was much better. I'm still dealing with some fear in the classroom but I did manage to stand up and move around more, although I'm still avoiding certain students after what happened last time. On the whole though, I felt much better.

The only really notable dream I had was were I was disciplining a student for some reason. He wouldn't listen to me until I got down at his level, so to speak. I think it had to do with a fear of being judged again. The dream took place in the cafeteria where I was being watched by others.

I hope this is progress. Wondering whether to drop down to two days off, but we shall see. I'll try to follow my intuition on this.