Last night was my off day w the sub, when I got home today (after the 4 most stressful work days of the year) I put it on for an hour and then went to go get my covid vaccine
I told a dude off in the line for being a pain in the ass ( which is unlike me) and the military guy working there gave me a thumbs up. Then all the girls started looking at me. And after my anger (and fear of being angry) settled down.. I felt really at peace, less needy, women were looking at me and being friendly to me. It was a very zen - social state, definitely what I'm looking for.
I told a dude off in the line for being a pain in the ass ( which is unlike me) and the military guy working there gave me a thumbs up. Then all the girls started looking at me. And after my anger (and fear of being angry) settled down.. I felt really at peace, less needy, women were looking at me and being friendly to me. It was a very zen - social state, definitely what I'm looking for.
