03-31-2019, 10:20 AM
Officially got rid of all the dating apps on my phone and accounts. It may work for some guys but those stupid apps were only hurting me. No matter how much I told myself it wasn't a big deal after evaluating it more I realized it was a contributor to stress in my life so I ditched all of them. Plus I'd find myself sitting there on tinder mindlessly swiping away when I could have been doing something more productive.
I took a two day break to clear my head with my music. Came back to it and I started "understanding" stuff more. A lot of intuitive stuff that helps me write, but I can't really describe it. All I know is that it feels like I can express what I want better without worrying about dumb stuff like if my chord progression is interesting enough.
Weather is getting nicer again and I decided I'm going to get back into skateboarding. I'd be interested to see how FRM effects that. Most of the time in the past I was too afraid to skate anything other than flatground. Never learned how to carve inside bowls or drop in on quarter pipes.
Overall I've been feeling better. And I think it's because I've been letting go of that death grip of control that was holding back the effects of the sub. Making a conscious effort to stop controlling was a bit difficult, it basically felt like going against my every instinct that kept me safe in the past so it was hard to convince myself it was a good idea. But I think I've gotten better at it.
I took a two day break to clear my head with my music. Came back to it and I started "understanding" stuff more. A lot of intuitive stuff that helps me write, but I can't really describe it. All I know is that it feels like I can express what I want better without worrying about dumb stuff like if my chord progression is interesting enough.
Weather is getting nicer again and I decided I'm going to get back into skateboarding. I'd be interested to see how FRM effects that. Most of the time in the past I was too afraid to skate anything other than flatground. Never learned how to carve inside bowls or drop in on quarter pipes.
Overall I've been feeling better. And I think it's because I've been letting go of that death grip of control that was holding back the effects of the sub. Making a conscious effort to stop controlling was a bit difficult, it basically felt like going against my every instinct that kept me safe in the past so it was hard to convince myself it was a good idea. But I think I've gotten better at it.
INFP
