CatMan is making a journal again, WOW:
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That's right, lmao! Well, it's been a long time since I've done this. I enjoyed it before until enough bull shit made me dislike it. In the spirit of letting Shannon know what's going on to help things along, I'm braving the storm again
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Okay, let's get into it now!
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This version has the much talked about "wall" for dealing with resistance. It's now "the wall", versus my mind, in an epic showdown:
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Listening regimen, as prescribed by Shannon it's:
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AKA: 1 loop of hybrid headphones at a very beefy volume -30db ultrasonic peak in Frequensee.
My mood on this sub has been stable, upbeat, positive, and self assured. Very grounded. Basically:
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Also, I've been feeling less procrastination on things to develop myself, still there though but it's early days. Masturbation still there too, also early days.
Exhaustion is completely gone. In fact, often times I've slept for like 4-6 hours, then back up, feeling rested. One day I slept 12 hours, but that was no doubt just accumulated loss of sleep catching up to me. Overall, I don't feel any exhaustion whatsoever. Since that has been an awful life altering problem for me on V3.0.1, and V3.1...it's AMAZING to finally feel NORMAL for the first time since V2.5. I'm amazed with how much energy "normal people" have since it's been such a long time since I've had this much
. This is my favourite effect of the program, feeling "normal" again energy wise, it not exhausting me anymore, regardless of any other possible effects of this program. That was awful and greatly impacted my life.
The "relaxed indifference" about women continues. I just don't seem so bothered anymore. Since starting this version, I've been looking into improving my business like I've wanted to forever. As well as commercial real estate and learning about that, as I've long had interest in it to expand but never did so. I expect this year to buy my first property once I have learned enough, I have some talented people in that line in my circle so it will not be too much of a hardship. That will greatly improve my cashflow as well as net worth, creating another income stream above and beyond my main business. I have some other plans for all of that to expand through that as well. I can really grow that out to be something special to achieve a big dream of mine.
I already know how to use credit to drive epic exotic cars for little to nothing for like a year or so, and develop income streams through that for added money, so commercial real estate will be awesome to add to my mix:
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Energy concerns have been irritating. I have been trying to get my weight back down to what it was before I started V3.1. I use intermittent fasting, it is incredible. But I have gotten some random huge urges of hunger on this, making it very difficult to maintain weight, never mind lose it on this so far! I just know that I am NEVER going back to 252 pounds again, regardless, bottom line. It took so long to get back down from being so big. I hated myself then.
Had a few partial erections early on randomly when thinking of girls I've been attracted to that I know over time. That was cool, as it's been a long time since that happened. I hope it happens again, and bigger full erections as for a long time I had issues with not getting erections due to two things used in excess for a long period. That of course would've made sex impossible so I was concerned about it.
I don't "feel" anything on this version. Usually, when I first start a version at a minimum, I feel a tingling or a heat sensation. Nothing. Makes me wonder if something is wrong with it. I didn't expect to feel nothing at all. I upped the volume today to the absolute safest max it can be, still nothing while I listen to it while I type this. I am surprised at this.
Only seen a few women I find attractive since starting. Nice interactions, fun etc. like normal. Nothing that jumps out at me as unique occurring. One girl I find cute texted me today out of nowhere, which I admit, NEVER happens to me. Then she said "oh wrong CatMan sorry (crying face thing)". Lmao. Meh, figures. I seem to have zero interest in social media now, usually before I'd check it once every few weeks for girls I know and look at pics of them. Now, it's been like a month or two, and no interest to go look, I just don't seem to care anymore about it all, looking at them, being jealous of the guys they're with, whatever. It doesn't matter to me now it seems. Again, I just don't seem bothered anymore with being preoccupied with girls and looking for responses and judging whether it's a real response and legit or if I'm making something out of nothing because I WANT to see DMSI work or whatever. I seem to now be more focused on myself, my business, and growing myself to my goals in life, seems more satisfying and fulfilling and more accessible somehow than women and sex really. I don't seem to nearly have as much interest in women and sex and trying for them both as I did a year ago, even 6 months ago. Huge drop in interest and chasing for them both. Maybe this is "normal" and baseline, and I've just over pursued so much I've never felt this so I assume this is somehow "wrong". Or, maybe I just don't seem to care anymore after all the bull shit so many times over and over and feeling it may not be worth it anymore, lol. I'm not sure, we'll see in time if things change here. But it does feel good, peaceful and self assured and content, to be here now in this state. Although, DMSI will certainly have to make them do the "chasing" in this state, because I know I'm not up to it at all in this state, can't be bothered at all it seems.
I think that's enough for now. Not too much information yet. I expected the calendar to turn to April before we really have any hard data on this version. So far, hard to tell, some aspects of the procrastination thing seem to be firing, I really need a lot of help in that area of my life. As I've said before, the ONLY program that could motivate me to switch would be OP 5.5G, due to it's need in my life. Otherwise, I stick to this until the end! Aside from that, the stuff above is all I've noticed so far, not too many meetings with girls I truly find sexually attractive yet, so hard to make the program work in such an environment. Many of the girls I WAS sexually attracted to, like T, and like S, have since moved on from our main group sadly...may have to make some changes then to test this thing out. As obviously it needs sexually attractive individuals to work for you.
That's it for now, friends. I'll add to this over time!
Have a beautiful day, stay classy!
![[Image: giphy.gif]](https://media.giphy.com/media/9qZEmPQrMtSAuxNcET/giphy.gif)
That's right, lmao! Well, it's been a long time since I've done this. I enjoyed it before until enough bull shit made me dislike it. In the spirit of letting Shannon know what's going on to help things along, I'm braving the storm again
.Okay, let's get into it now!
This version has the much talked about "wall" for dealing with resistance. It's now "the wall", versus my mind, in an epic showdown:
Listening regimen, as prescribed by Shannon it's:
(02-14-2018, 01:53 PM)Shannon Wrote: 6 billion loops per day, and NO REST!
AKA: 1 loop of hybrid headphones at a very beefy volume -30db ultrasonic peak in Frequensee.
My mood on this sub has been stable, upbeat, positive, and self assured. Very grounded. Basically:
Also, I've been feeling less procrastination on things to develop myself, still there though but it's early days. Masturbation still there too, also early days.
Exhaustion is completely gone. In fact, often times I've slept for like 4-6 hours, then back up, feeling rested. One day I slept 12 hours, but that was no doubt just accumulated loss of sleep catching up to me. Overall, I don't feel any exhaustion whatsoever. Since that has been an awful life altering problem for me on V3.0.1, and V3.1...it's AMAZING to finally feel NORMAL for the first time since V2.5. I'm amazed with how much energy "normal people" have since it's been such a long time since I've had this much
. This is my favourite effect of the program, feeling "normal" again energy wise, it not exhausting me anymore, regardless of any other possible effects of this program. That was awful and greatly impacted my life.The "relaxed indifference" about women continues. I just don't seem so bothered anymore. Since starting this version, I've been looking into improving my business like I've wanted to forever. As well as commercial real estate and learning about that, as I've long had interest in it to expand but never did so. I expect this year to buy my first property once I have learned enough, I have some talented people in that line in my circle so it will not be too much of a hardship. That will greatly improve my cashflow as well as net worth, creating another income stream above and beyond my main business. I have some other plans for all of that to expand through that as well. I can really grow that out to be something special to achieve a big dream of mine.
I already know how to use credit to drive epic exotic cars for little to nothing for like a year or so, and develop income streams through that for added money, so commercial real estate will be awesome to add to my mix:
Energy concerns have been irritating. I have been trying to get my weight back down to what it was before I started V3.1. I use intermittent fasting, it is incredible. But I have gotten some random huge urges of hunger on this, making it very difficult to maintain weight, never mind lose it on this so far! I just know that I am NEVER going back to 252 pounds again, regardless, bottom line. It took so long to get back down from being so big. I hated myself then.
Had a few partial erections early on randomly when thinking of girls I've been attracted to that I know over time. That was cool, as it's been a long time since that happened. I hope it happens again, and bigger full erections as for a long time I had issues with not getting erections due to two things used in excess for a long period. That of course would've made sex impossible so I was concerned about it.
I don't "feel" anything on this version. Usually, when I first start a version at a minimum, I feel a tingling or a heat sensation. Nothing. Makes me wonder if something is wrong with it. I didn't expect to feel nothing at all. I upped the volume today to the absolute safest max it can be, still nothing while I listen to it while I type this. I am surprised at this.
Only seen a few women I find attractive since starting. Nice interactions, fun etc. like normal. Nothing that jumps out at me as unique occurring. One girl I find cute texted me today out of nowhere, which I admit, NEVER happens to me. Then she said "oh wrong CatMan sorry (crying face thing)". Lmao. Meh, figures. I seem to have zero interest in social media now, usually before I'd check it once every few weeks for girls I know and look at pics of them. Now, it's been like a month or two, and no interest to go look, I just don't seem to care anymore about it all, looking at them, being jealous of the guys they're with, whatever. It doesn't matter to me now it seems. Again, I just don't seem bothered anymore with being preoccupied with girls and looking for responses and judging whether it's a real response and legit or if I'm making something out of nothing because I WANT to see DMSI work or whatever. I seem to now be more focused on myself, my business, and growing myself to my goals in life, seems more satisfying and fulfilling and more accessible somehow than women and sex really. I don't seem to nearly have as much interest in women and sex and trying for them both as I did a year ago, even 6 months ago. Huge drop in interest and chasing for them both. Maybe this is "normal" and baseline, and I've just over pursued so much I've never felt this so I assume this is somehow "wrong". Or, maybe I just don't seem to care anymore after all the bull shit so many times over and over and feeling it may not be worth it anymore, lol. I'm not sure, we'll see in time if things change here. But it does feel good, peaceful and self assured and content, to be here now in this state. Although, DMSI will certainly have to make them do the "chasing" in this state, because I know I'm not up to it at all in this state, can't be bothered at all it seems.
I think that's enough for now. Not too much information yet. I expected the calendar to turn to April before we really have any hard data on this version. So far, hard to tell, some aspects of the procrastination thing seem to be firing, I really need a lot of help in that area of my life. As I've said before, the ONLY program that could motivate me to switch would be OP 5.5G, due to it's need in my life. Otherwise, I stick to this until the end! Aside from that, the stuff above is all I've noticed so far, not too many meetings with girls I truly find sexually attractive yet, so hard to make the program work in such an environment. Many of the girls I WAS sexually attracted to, like T, and like S, have since moved on from our main group sadly...may have to make some changes then to test this thing out. As obviously it needs sexually attractive individuals to work for you.
That's it for now, friends. I'll add to this over time!
Have a beautiful day, stay classy!
