(10-17-2017, 04:49 PM)BubbleBoyee Wrote: Hey peoples,

So I'm on day 2 of AM6 and felt I should start a journal. I have no idea how often I'm going to be updating, but probably definitely no less than once every two weeks, quite possibly more.

As of my starting point: I'm slightly above average in terms of confidence, though this is a confidence only developed over the last few years, and my past is a severe mess when it comes to all that. Sick, weak, lazy, self-conscious kid, bullied, etc etc. I still fight with some of that crap on a regular basis.
I get regular feedback that I have grown, that I am better than I feel I am, having attractive women in my life, and good friends, yet I still always feel more or less anxiety, especially around others. I tend to be quiet, and though I always deal better with conflict than I tend expect myself to, I tend to shy away from it. I go through periods of being excessively quiet, I'm not as funny as I'd like to be, and people often don't listen to me, or even seem to hear me, except on occasion where timing allows me to step up.
I know I could do a lot better. I have had short periods of time where I'm just on fire, people look up to me, and I'm on top of everything. I want that to be my average day.
I'm also in the artistic world to some degree, playing music and all.

I have no idea if I'll respond well to this program or not, how quickly or slowly. I would neither be surprised if in a week's time I'm just climbing up on stage at comedy night and being an all star natural, or if this ends up being a rough ride, leaving me with little improvement, with no choice to do several re-runs.
Hey we'll see!

I plan on running Grow Taller after these 6.5 months, which is right after I turn 24. Take advantage of that last growth period, though I do believe growing is possible beyond 25, though difficult. I hope to start an actually useful journal for that one, too!

All my best, love the community here!

(10-17-2017, 11:43 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Good luck man.

I'm wondering if you want me to put the journal in the mens 18+ section? As this is the family safe section so isn't really suitable if you'll be talking about more 'adult' content for example.

(10-18-2017, 01:09 AM)DavisMind91 Wrote:

(10-17-2017, 04:49 PM)BubbleBoyee Wrote: Hey peoples,

So I'm on day 2 of AM6 and felt I should start a journal. I have no idea how often I'm going to be updating, but probably definitely no less than once every two weeks, quite possibly more.

As of my starting point: I'm slightly above average in terms of confidence, though this is a confidence only developed over the last few years, and my past is a severe mess when it comes to all that. Sick, weak, lazy, self-conscious kid, bullied, etc etc. I still fight with some of that crap on a regular basis.
I get regular feedback that I have grown, that I am better than I feel I am, having attractive women in my life, and good friends, yet I still always feel more or less anxiety, especially around others. I tend to be quiet, and though I always deal better with conflict than I tend expect myself to, I tend to shy away from it. I go through periods of being excessively quiet, I'm not as funny as I'd like to be, and people often don't listen to me, or even seem to hear me, except on occasion where timing allows me to step up.
I know I could do a lot better. I have had short periods of time where I'm just on fire, people look up to me, and I'm on top of everything. I want that to be my average day.
I'm also in the artistic world to some degree, playing music and all.

I have no idea if I'll respond well to this program or not, how quickly or slowly. I would neither be surprised if in a week's time I'm just climbing up on stage at comedy night and being an all star natural, or if this ends up being a rough ride, leaving me with little improvement, with no choice to do several re-runs.
Hey we'll see!

I plan on running Grow Taller after these 6.5 months, which is right after I turn 24. Take advantage of that last growth period, though I do believe growing is possible beyond 25, though difficult. I hope to start an actually useful journal for that one, too!

All my best, love the community here!

Good luck man, I can relate to a couple aspects here. I’ll be joining you for the ride soon

Quote:For some reason I am concerned about the efficiency of the ultrasonics.

(10-18-2017, 01:48 PM)Benjamin Wrote: If they are mono then you will still get 'some' effect but you're definately losing out on some of it. I can't say if it's mono or stereo since i've never had an iphone. It's better than nothing, but far from ideal.

It is best to keep the consistency of hours through the stages. If you get atleast 8 hours that is fine. You can do that during the night pretty easily, and if you want do a few more hours during the day, whatever you can keep consistent.

I don't totally follow what you mean though. Do you mean you'll be listening nights and then doing the extra hours during the day? Or just trying to listenn during the day?

The last thing that on headphones we don't recommend ultrasonic, just masked (ocean surf or trickling stream) because it's too easy to mess up the volume. Too loud and it may damage your hearing, too soft and it may reduce effectiveness.

(10-18-2017, 01:59 PM)BubbleBoyee Wrote:

(10-18-2017, 01:48 PM)Benjamin Wrote: If they are mono then you will still get 'some' effect but you're definately losing out on some of it. I can't say if it's mono or stereo since i've never had an iphone. It's better than nothing, but far from ideal.

It is best to keep the consistency of hours through the stages. If you get atleast 8 hours that is fine. You can do that during the night pretty easily, and if you want do a few more hours during the day, whatever you can keep consistent.

I don't totally follow what you mean though. Do you mean you'll be listening nights and then doing the extra hours during the day? Or just trying to listenn during the day?

The last thing that on headphones we don't recommend ultrasonic, just masked (ocean surf or trickling stream) because it's too easy to mess up the volume. Too loud and it may damage your hearing, too soft and it may reduce effectiveness.

Trying to figure out what the best approach here is.m, so im not sure. The iPhone speakers are mono, but if its not the best, i could try to get my 8+ hours in during the day with the masked tracks. My gf won't like that I'm playing subs for some reason, so I been playing it anyway on my iPhone, which is subtle, and I know AM6 doesn't affect women. I could maybe get some mini portable speakers and just try to be discreet with them, but for now that's not an option. I just been playing 8 hours a night on ultrasonic, 8 hours on headphones with masked tracks, in case the iPhone isn't actually having a strong enough effect. But keeping up with 16 hours a day+night may be difficult consistently throughout all the stages. Am I making sense?

(10-18-2017, 01:59 PM)BubbleBoyee Wrote:

(10-18-2017, 01:48 PM)Benjamin Wrote: If they are mono then you will still get 'some' effect but you're definately losing out on some of it. I can't say if it's mono or stereo since i've never had an iphone. It's better than nothing, but far from ideal.

It is best to keep the consistency of hours through the stages. If you get atleast 8 hours that is fine. You can do that during the night pretty easily, and if you want do a few more hours during the day, whatever you can keep consistent.

I don't totally follow what you mean though. Do you mean you'll be listening nights and then doing the extra hours during the day? Or just trying to listenn during the day?

The last thing that on headphones we don't recommend ultrasonic, just masked (ocean surf or trickling stream) because it's too easy to mess up the volume. Too loud and it may damage your hearing, too soft and it may reduce effectiveness.

Trying to figure out what the best approach here is.m, so im not sure. The iPhone speakers are mono, but if its not the best, i could try to get my 8+ hours in during the day with the masked tracks. My gf won't like that I'm playing subs for some reason, so I been playing it anyway on my iPhone, which is subtle, and I know AM6 doesn't affect women. I could maybe get some mini portable speakers and just try to be discreet with them, but for now that's not an option. I just been playing 8 hours a night on ultrasonic, 8 hours on headphones with masked tracks, in case the iPhone isn't actually having a strong enough effect. But keeping up with 16 hours a day+night may be difficult consistently throughout all the stages. Am I making sense?