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RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 06-20-2016
I could not build a secret 6G version if I tried, because 6G isn't yet finished being developed. But I'll be sure to build one and keep it a secret when they time comes.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 06-20-2016
I feel what I believe is the aura projecting from me as cold areas on my skin. I theorize that these areas are where the energy (heat?) of the aura is most actively escaping, thus creating the illusion of a cooling sensation. Currently, it's mostly my face, ears, shoulders and chest.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Shannon - 06-20-2016
Beginning build of AOSI V2.0 Option 2 of 5 NOW.
Ben, I hope you're ready for this.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Benjamin - 06-21-2016
Quote:Beginning build of AOSI V2.0 Option 2 of 5 NOW.
Ben, I hope you're ready for this.
Cool, so you got it to the point where it was showing extraordinary results in the models like you wanted to do yesterday?
Quote:Okay. I have the AOSI 2.0 script to the point that I *could* build it, and it would be successful according to the models.
However, the level of success is not as high as I want it to be. So I've saved that version of the script and will be tweaking it up until it shows as being exceptionally successful in the models.
Anyway, my angus is ready.
I assume this will make it a challenge for me to go back to E2 if it works as desired.. but I said i'd test it. It's good it has OGSF and self validation too.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - CatMan - 06-21-2016
(06-19-2016, 05:48 PM)Shannon Wrote: If you run this program, and it succeeds in overcoming any resistance you have to achieving its goals, don't blame me.
"CatMan vs. AOSI2...the ultimate showdown, for The V Card Heavyweight Championship Title, LIVE on HBO!"
LMAO! Sounds amazing, Shannon. I like how you added the OGSF and self validation elements from E2, that should really help the program. Sounds really cool, very excited for this release.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - Benjamin - 06-21-2016
Catman I am only temporarily leaving my many rewatches of the notebook to watch 'Ben bangs beautiful broads' on my high definition flatscreen mirror. For science of course.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - 4Kingdoms - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 03:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: I assume this will make it a challenge for me to go back to E2 if it works as desired.. but I said i'd test it. It's good it has OGSF and self validation too.
I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - LionKing - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 04:10 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(06-21-2016, 03:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: I assume this will make it a challenge for me to go back to E2 if it works as desired.. but I said i'd test it. It's good it has OGSF and self validation too.
I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...
I'm finding it hard to let go of E2, too. I suppose its designed that way. Just can't visualize a goal state that I'd like to achieve with E2 in a way that'd motivate to stay on the program for an indefinite time, like for one year or two years. I get this picture of living happily and quietly in a big house near a river or something with a little family, but I'm definitely resisting that by conscious choice, and don't really like the idea of running it for that long because of that resistance. It does give a new perspective, but.. just no. I think if I went with it, I'd have to do a full 180 when I came back to my what my goals *actually* are. And Shannon just said something like "its just stupid to run a program that you know you're going to resist" to another user (related to AOSI).
So its like, if you want to stay married, don't run AOSI; if you want to be driven, dominant & sexy with the ladies, don't run E2? That's considering the end goal that the whole program is aimed towards, and that you will be resisting if you don't agree with fully. Sure you can run E2 for X months to help clear the way for AM/BASE/SM runs to come, but where is the tradeoff point there; what's optimal? A year seems to be recommended? If not resisting the program requires the user to fully accept the goal of the program for him, then I have serious doubts I can just adapt my inner wants to 100% coincide with whatever program I'm running at the time, in some cases possibly reversing some wants completely, on demand.
Note that I am not claiming any fault on the programs. I'm just thinking out loud, because I'm trying to flesh out what it is that I want, and what program from the current selection best fits that. All the mentioned programs are great; I just want to find one I can agree fully and not resist because of a conflict in goals.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - RTBoss - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 04:10 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(06-21-2016, 03:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: I assume this will make it a challenge for me to go back to E2 if it works as desired.. but I said i'd test it. It's good it has OGSF and self validation too.
I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...
I have a desire to, but it's more of a "I know I will go back to it, eventually." Shannon made a comment about how the OE in BAMM has led to his development and testing of 5.5-6G subs. I feel like the OE in E2 actually led me to run AOSI. I'm thinking it'll lead me back to E2 after a satisfactory run of AOSI V2. In my case, satisfactory will be adding a nice spark back into my marriage, feeling sexually powerful, and rejecting all the althetic coeds begging me to pet their kitty.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - maxx55 - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 05:36 AM)RTBoss Wrote:(06-21-2016, 04:10 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(06-21-2016, 03:38 AM)Benjamin Wrote: I assume this will make it a challenge for me to go back to E2 if it works as desired.. but I said i'd test it. It's good it has OGSF and self validation too.
I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...
I have a desire to, but it's more of a "I know I will go back to it, eventually." Shannon made a comment about how the OE in BAMM has led to his development and testing of 5.5-6G subs. I feel like the OE in E2 actually led me to run AOSI. I'm thinking it'll lead me back to E2 after a satisfactory run of AOSI V2. In my case, satisfactory will be adding a nice spark back into my marriage, feeling sexually powerful, and rejecting all the althetic coeds begging me to pet their kitty.
Were there any signs that E2 lead you to AOSI? I only ask because I'm on E2, but I have dreams of girls I haven't met know being strongly attracted to me. I've had thoughts of stopping E2 and taking a bit of time to tap out my major issues and coming back to E2 to install the positive thinking and good stuff. I wonder if E2 is leading me to do that.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - 4Kingdoms - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 06:12 AM)maxx55 Wrote:(06-21-2016, 04:10 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...Were there any signs that E2 lead you to AOSI? I only ask because I'm on E2, but I have dreams of girls I haven't met know being strongly attracted to me. I've had thoughts of stopping E2 and taking a bit of time to tap out my major issues and coming back to E2 to install the positive thinking and good stuff. I wonder if E2 is leading me to do that.
I only did E2 for 42 days and after that I chilled for 6 weeks before Shannon even thought about making AOSI V1.
I didn't even think E2 was doing anything for me until I became aware I was driving at normal speed limits past guardrails. Sounds silly to be afraid of something designed to keep you safe. I knew I had this phobia, I never bought or used E2 to rid me of it!! Never did it occur to me that E2 would fix it and it did!!
I don't know if you are willing to wait and keep running E2 until you become aware something in your life is fixed or listen to AOSI V2 to feel good about yourself from the attention you will be getting from attractive girls, or to have sex with various attractive girls, or just find one steady sex partner??
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - myth - 06-21-2016
ASRB-related question/suggestion for Shannon: To offset compounding 5.5G exhaustion, could more tightly-packed contiguous loops benefit from progressively longer ASRB silences? You've only mentioned constant ASRB values per sub, but exhaustion is more cumulative than constant. Have you tested any linear or logarithmic incremental increases in silence duration? Less noise-silence ratio, more data pipeline management?
I'd also wonder if it wouldn't help to explain why AOSI (which has even more borrowed 6G tech to exhaust us than E2) favors shorter daily loop counts, if a measly 15 minutes of rest is more optimal by loop 2 than it is by loop 12. I've set my computer to auto-increment sleep values between loops, which works well for me and maximizes daily loop count without me having to space them out manually (the goal of ASRB, I'd assume), while others on the forum have started to mention more ad-hoc/manual methods of spacing them out. Yesterday, I set the increments as a multiple of the Fibonacci sequence for fun. Today, I might try the Mandelbrot set. This may also be a definition for the word "fun" of which no one in their right minds was previously aware.
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - THolt - 06-21-2016
(06-20-2016, 06:47 PM)Shannon Wrote: I could not build a secret 6G version if I tried, because 6G isn't yet finished being developed. But I'll be sure to build one and keep it a secret when they time comes.When you do build it, will you keep it in an underground facility with retinal, fingerprint, voice scan and motion scan and 3 passwords?
:p
RE: Shannon's Journal Discussion - maxx55 - 06-21-2016
(06-21-2016, 06:56 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:(06-21-2016, 06:12 AM)maxx55 Wrote:(06-21-2016, 04:10 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: I still have a strong desire to go back to E2. Not sure why I feel this way? It will be interesting if you share the same thoughts after testing AOSI V2...Were there any signs that E2 lead you to AOSI? I only ask because I'm on E2, but I have dreams of girls I haven't met know being strongly attracted to me. I've had thoughts of stopping E2 and taking a bit of time to tap out my major issues and coming back to E2 to install the positive thinking and good stuff. I wonder if E2 is leading me to do that.
I only did E2 for 42 days and after that I chilled for 6 weeks before Shannon even thought about making AOSI V1.
I didn't even think E2 was doing anything for me until I became aware I was driving at normal speed limits past guardrails. Sounds silly to be afraid of something designed to keep you safe. I knew I had this phobia, I never bought or used E2 to rid me of it!! Never did it occur to me that E2 would fix it and it did!!
I don't know if you are willing to wait and keep running E2 until you become aware something in your life is fixed or listen to AOSI V2 to feel good about yourself from the attention you will be getting from attractive girls, or to have sex with various attractive girls, or just find one steady sex partner??
I intend to completely move on to AOSI only after my major issues are gone. It's the closest thing to "Manifest Hot Friends with Benefits".
I just want to know if E2 is leading me to stop the sub and do tapping or if that's just my will to change as fast as possible.