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RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 12-27-2014
Day 24 stage 2
Quote:if you are already on the way – at say an intermediate or advanced level – while you can and will still benefit from using this program, the alpha
training effects may not be as blatantly obvious for you.
This is what happened. Surprisingly my reaction to the sub is backwards form other people that have profound results. Say, IceAlive, he had done self-improvement and AM 6 crystallized it. Unlike me. Rather than being molded with AM 6 what I got is smoothing out removing parts that aren't necessary.
Quote:Rest assured, it’s
still having an important impact, so keep going! Everyone should notice
effects from the “support modules” this program’s base employs, such as
fear/guilt/shame removal, emotional healing, and so forth.
This is the only part that are blatant to me. Emotional healing and fear removal.
Back to the title "Alpha Rehash" so the dots connected perfectly. I might think that there is no more room of improvement for me, but smoothing out and sharpening the me.
I couldn't wait to fast forward it and do SM 3.0
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 12-31-2014
Quote:Stage 2 is not as polar usually, but some people still don’t see enough to notice a difference. Most people begin noticing this stage and this is where most people start showing the self confidence, desire to stand up and do one’s own thing, and the irritation with the BS of others really starts manifesting here. Stage 2 is designed to get you up to speed and ready for Stage 3.
Stage 2 recap
- Increased bashful attitude towards BS.
- Anybody that gave me BS receive the worst combination of words possible.
- Developed an introverted personality.
- Multiple invitations. Good God. There is so many events and I fell in debts
but yeah! It is FUN
- Confidence.
2015. Duuuuudeeeeee, it will be the starting point of life is. Duuudeeee!!! Yeah! I got the feeling of crazy excitement in ma' chest!
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-05-2015
PITIFUL!
Stage 3 - Day 2
The thought of stopping this sub or changing the sub is arising. ANNOYING!
This is my first semester. People know me, greet me, talk to me, and a bunch of 'em. I forgot their names, faces, background story, what course do they take. Literally almost everything! Majority of it. LOL. And I just like "who the fuck are you?" They ALL laugh! LOL. Its quite funny that in the previous semester I hang out with so many people and building rapport here and there. Connecting with people ain't so hard. Well I can blame my inborn traits
BUT F*ck! How I just wander alone in my university today thinking deep thoughts. I'm a bit selective, no, WAY MORE SELECTIVE in spending my time!
Here's my 2 cent!
MEN ARE F*CKED! HOPELESS! PITIFUL! SHIT! FUCKIN DISGUSTING! Even ME!
We are all want to get "it" and whatever the f*ck "it" is we try ANYSHIT available WITHOUT EFFORT. YES! We try and apply SH*T without effort. Even ME!
Didn't get my point? Think deep dude! THINK FUCKIN DEEP! Take a sample of dating. We search around from guru to guru. Bashing one guru to follow another guru. Hoping to find a FUCKIN magic pill! "What is the pick-up line?" "What is the mindset?" "What is the new concept?" to the point we are like a zombie searching for brain AKA the magic pill.
I've lurked around the net. Hoping to find a magic pill too, and dumbfounded by a TONS of worthless crap available. Too many methods, too many promise. Sigils, Energy work, hypnosis, DVDs, and subliminals.
*Taking a deep breath*
Men. Are we really that desperate? Yes, even for me I am desperate. Desperate for sex only. While other guys desperate for love, affection, acceptance, etc. TOO MANY. Our desperation becomes a HUGE downward in life. WANTING > SEARCHING FOR MAGIC PILL > MOSTLY DIDN'T WANT TO DO THE EFFORT > NO PATIENCE > JUMPING AROUND = INCREASED DESPERATION.
I am desperate. Admit it. At some point in your life you hit this stage. Desperate or frustration call it whatever ya' want. The thing still downgrade our life.
Take this account to Shannon's subliminal. Here. We gather. Using the-nearlike-holy-grail for men improvement makes us feel high (bunch of threads saying "chosen one" shit), feel shit (envied others results), feel not enough (idiotically trying to outsmart the instruction to get more power), feel the-so-called-FUCKIN-resistance (using clearing method and yada-yadayada), etc.
C'mon men! Take of that desperation! I am writing this and still felt desperate. I am, still, "this". I can easily visualize tons of shit such as get laid, fuckin my 10 chicks, anything, anything!
But boy this is. Fuck. I can't point out my feeling.
I am reading a book, again, Grow a Pair written by Larry Winget. Its a great book. This morning I check BlackDragon's blog and read
Everything In Your Life Is Your Fault.
Self-responsibility. TOUGH WORD.
The true-true is my being is sharply address to being a lone wolf. A side of me hurts, deep, cause of my extroverted social base personality while the other felt good to spent time with people that are worth it. Huge struggle then come this realization and desperation.
Two books I waste my time with
The Magic of Getting What You Want written by good ol' David J. Schwartz and Grow a Pair by the names I've repeated over and over again that is Larry Winget.Time to off. Drop the net. Get a sleep.
PS: This shit works like fuck!
- Write a definition of yourself. What you want, and POUR DEEP THOUGHT about it.
- Write it in the most FORMAL way untill people can say "Fuck this a great quote. Who made this?"
- Write the result in step 2 into a paper
- Laminate of put it in a plastic and stuck it into yer' wallet
- Read the damn thing everyday consciously or unconsciouly
Mine
![[Image: 10922121_918644904812830_1737549205_n.jp...4fa669ccd2]](https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpa1/v/t34.0-12/10922121_918644904812830_1737549205_n.jpg?oh=872ccbd9bce20738ce1ee2c87e1f06f6&oe=54ACA60B&__gda__=1420591531_f006844ce816a395496cb54fa669ccd2)
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-05-2015
Anybody that can rephrase it into more FORMAL way pls do
Thanks
RE: Alpha Rehash - Mystic Pymp - 01-05-2015
Wow, just wow. The sad thing is that you're right.
It's even more sad that I think it's sad.
RE: Alpha Rehash - JackOfHearts - 01-05-2015
I love your long post man, so straight to the point. We are all searching this magic pill which doesn't exist. AM6 is powerful, very powerful but not a magic unfortunately.
Yesterday I realize how boring some people are, just talking about their work when they are supposed to having fun.
My post is pretty pessimistic there. I'm searching for more. The deeper I dig the better I get. I think this stage is about that. Look how shity is your life then realise how much you can get it better. Way better, the solution is in front of you but you don't see it, too hard to look at our shity life.
RE: Alpha Rehash - Benjamin - 01-05-2015
Nice man.. funny we both come across the Blackdragon article and posted it, definately a good one and it helped me make a shift yesterday.
-Ben
RE: Alpha Rehash - Dee - 01-05-2015
(01-05-2015, 06:46 AM)AlphaMind Wrote:
Am doing some cold reading stuff, Will do a handwritting analysis soon and hit you up and see if you buy it, need some practice.
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-05-2015
Dee. I AM a psychologist so it is automatic that I AM interested in analysis, and what you are doing is helpful bro! Love ya' bro!
EDIT:
EY! Do yourself a favor. Go to youtube.com and search IAMVIBRATION and watch The Secret Episodes from IAMVIBRATION channel. He creates A FUCKIN video that makes me tremble and shiver!
RE: Alpha Rehash - JackOfHearts - 01-05-2015
It's been a while I didn't do handwriting analysis. I think I just found it limiting when I discovered astr**.
But from I can see this handwriting doesn't belong to someone of the highest form of self mastery yet.
Some low crossed "T" bar is a sign of that. Sexual department is not fulfilling according to your "Y" which are not completed.
You can notice the "with" just before happiness is retracted backward, the slope is backward.
Did you had the underline before or after writing?
update:
Here is mine https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B2Cla4OJWz6nRmtqRk1zU2xVdTA/view?usp=sharing
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-12-2015
Stage 3 Day 9
![[Image: ff6569a7c9289d6bfff9d7598dc5b32b.jpg?dd=-62169985172]](http://s4.hulkshare.com/song_images/original/f/f/6/ff6569a7c9289d6bfff9d7598dc5b32b.jpg?dd=-62169985172)
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-15-2015
Stage 3
BIG GUNS! This is the life. Living each day.
- I caught BUNCH of women staring at me.
- I receive BUNCH of EC from women.
- I receive BUNCH of invites to events.
- I AM the center of attention! Even though MOST of the time I outcast myself to ONLY spend time with quality people.
- I AM aware that BUNCH of women go near me. So NEAR.
- My MOOD is ELEVATED ALL THE TIME!
- My confidence is HIGH. Well, I do still evade doing a debate even though I join a debate club and already goes through tournaments I still have inferiority complex.
- I've become well known. TOO well known that most of the time BUNCH of people greet me.
- I breathe and enjoy my life.
One shit that still bother me. I still masturbate and watch porn even tho the interval is longer, but, still, FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!
RE: Alpha Rehash - Ampersnd - 01-15-2015
What is 'EC'? Is that the latest drug?
RE: Alpha Rehash - AlphaMind - 01-15-2015
Eye Contact.