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RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 10-28-2012
I think this sub is helping me tackle my huge fear of commitment. Which is a great thing, because I don't want things with this new girl to go down the path that all my relationships usually go(Literally nothing, but sex and no emotional connection). I've known this girl for many years and I like her a lot.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Spiral - 10-28-2012
I have issues with commitment, too. In just about everything. It's cleared up over the past couple of years. I'm definitly thinking about using ASC 4g with overcome fear now..
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 10-28-2012
Mine is pretty bad, hence me being a notorious Libertine. That's essentially my reputation amongst most people I know, lol. Like I said, I do think this is helping.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 10-30-2012
I'm not a fan of these nightmares, but I guess that may be par for the course with this sub.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Alec - 10-30-2012
(10-30-2012, 03:19 PM)Cortez Wrote: I'm not a fan of these nightmares, but I guess that may be par for the course with this sub.
Haha dude I have short little nightmare type things everynight now. Its nothing crazy but like its just wierd stuff that I dont want to happen.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 10-30-2012
It's definitely not "nightmare" nightmares, but just uncomfortable real life type situations that I don't want to happen, just like you said and yes, they're usually very short.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - FunkeyMonkey - 10-30-2012
(10-30-2012, 04:41 PM)Cortez Wrote: It's definitely not "nightmare" nightmares, but just uncomfortable real life type situations that I don't want to happen, just like you said and yes, they're usually very short.
I've been using it too and I am getting the same thing. They're like little mini nightmares. Little uncomfortable situations and awkward moments. Not horrible but, uncomfortable scenarios. Some of them are just bizarre.
Sleep has been more strange since I started using it. I wake up feeling a bit strange.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - boromir - 10-30-2012
Just don't take Huperzine before retiring like I did with this sub-scary and panic dreams, no more for me. It really pulls the cobwebs away from one's psyche.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 10-31-2012
Huperzine stimulates choline production, right? I can see how that could make for some intense dreams.
I am also getting these days lately where I am just "off". I just feel strange and off my game, feeling kind of disconnected from reality. That is just everyone once in a while and the next day I usually feel fantastic.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Benjamin - 10-31-2012
Yeah that is definately working through your fears. I've had alot of that during Alpha. Even intense ones where i've woken up feeling alot of fear in my body. But usually it means something has been cleared.
-Ben
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 11-02-2012
Yes it definitely is getting rid of fears. What those may be, I'm not entirely sure, but it feels like small unconscious fears in the back of my mind are being dimmed and erased, I feel very carefree most of the time and UN-inhibited. I've been thinking a lot more clearly lately as well like there;s not a lot of competing thoughts in my head for whatever I'm currently focusing on. I'm very impressed and pleased with this this sub. If it's working this well after this short amount of time, I can't wait to see what else it can do.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 11-04-2012
So the UN-inhibited thing has continued to grow and I've been kind of saying things as they pop in to my head. If I see a girl I find sexy, I immediately start walking in their general direction and do whatever flirting comes next.
I have to watch myself sometimes, I try to talk as little as possible at work for instance, because most people in my workplace is about as PC as it gets and I'm the extreme opposite. That would be why most of them know almost nothing about me and I only ever hang out with a few people from there.
The happiness I've been feeling has been consistent as well. I hope this continues to increase.
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Spiral - 11-04-2012
I like the sound of this alot!
RE: The Modern Libertine's diary - Cortez - 11-08-2012
I've been way off my game for the past couple of days. The nightmares have continued as well. They've continued to be realistic things that scare me in several short dreams throughout the night, I just feel strange and self conscious lately. That's not a normal feeling. This must be working on some deep level stuff, I guess.