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03-29-2016, 07:51 AM (This post was last modified: 03-29-2016 01:22 PM by Shannon.)
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Sounds like some part of you needs to deal with some fears before you can succeed. Fortunately for you, EHPRA 2.0 is very good for that - it just takes time.

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03-29-2016, 08:09 AM (This post was last modified: 03-29-2016 08:11 AM by LeonidasXVI.)
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(03-28-2016 05:54 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  ...

Well came home with the wonderful idea to start looking into going back to college. Usually I start running around like a chicken with it head cut off in my mind. I decided that since I was feeling so calm about the idea to try again. I'm even looking forward to the challenge of working and going to school. I applied and everything went fine........Yeah right:/ starting flipping shit in my mind again trying to figure out what is going on. I need to do something different as far as making money. I started thinking about businesses that made it worse. Then came the thought do what your passionate about, but I don't know what I passionate about.
What seemed like a good idea doesn't seem so good anymore. I hope that I can fix this because it's annoying to say the least.
Why does this stress me out so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and you may wonder why not just put in the application. Well did this twice the first time I stayed for 2 years. The second time I only stayed the semester. As for businesses well they never got off the groundSad

This sounds JUST. LIKE. ME.

The first college I stayed for a year. Second college, only for a semester. Businesses? Yup, right. Stressful. That's the part of the reason I am running OF.

If you decide to join college again, I believe it could serve you as a wonderful platform to overcome your fears and general growth. If you do not, I am sure you'll figure something else out. So stick to it. Sounds like you are doing great. Smile
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03-29-2016, 08:35 AM
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(03-28-2016 05:54 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  @Shannon
I try.

Well came home with the wonderful idea to start looking into going back to college. Usually I start running around like a chicken with it head cut off in my mind. I decided that since I was feeling so calm about the idea to try again. I'm even looking forward to the challenge of working and going to school. I applied and everything went fine........Yeah right:/ starting flipping shit in my mind again trying to figure out what is going on. I need to do something different as far as making money. I started thinking about businesses that made it worse. Then came the thought do what your passionate about, but I don't know what I passionate about.
What seemed like a good idea doesn't seem so good anymore. I hope that I can fix this because it's annoying to say the least.
Why does this stress me out so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and you may wonder why not just put in the application. Well did this twice the first time I stayed for 2 years. The second time I only stayed the semester. As for businesses well they never got off the groundSad

I might be assuming some things here, but I figured I'd throw in my thoughts on this. It sounds like you've gone too far into the future when thinking about this stuff and then from there your imagination just goes crazy. I don't know about your mind, but I have to keep mine on a leash otherwise it tends to run away haha. I'm great at coming up with new ideas, possibilities, theories, etc. not so great on follow through. Sometimes it's important to just narrow your focus a bit and break it down into smaller steps.

Forget about passion. People throw that word around too much and it fills you with too much anxiety over being passionate enough about something. Think of fulfillment instead. What would make you happy? Try asking yourself that question every night before you go to sleep. Give your brain something to focus on. Don't search for it, just let it come to you. You know when forget the name of a song or something and a couple of minutes later it pops in your head? It's kind of like that. Just be aware of any small pull towards something and let it grow.
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03-29-2016, 01:16 PM
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(03-28-2016 05:54 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  I don't know what I passionate about.

(03-29-2016 08:35 AM)mat422 Wrote:  Forget about passion. People throw that word around too much and it fills you with too much anxiety over being passionate enough about something. Think of fulfillment instead. What would make you happy? Try asking yourself that question every night before you go to sleep. Give your brain something to focus on. Don't search for it, just let it come to you. You know when forget the name of a song or something and a couple of minutes later it pops in your head? It's kind of like that. Just be aware of any small pull towards something and let it grow.

Solid advice!!
I always go after what makes me happy. Fulfillment sums it up quite nicely. Passion is such a strong emotion and even though I'm happy and fulfilled... there are few things I am passionate about.

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03-30-2016, 06:20 PM (This post was last modified: 03-30-2016 06:23 PM by Why So Serious?.)
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Quote:Sounds like some part of you needs to deal with some fears before you can succeed. Fortunately for you, EHPRA 2.0 is very good for that - it just takes time.
It does take time but I'm happy that I can think about college as something I can accomplish now. Even if the action isn't there yet.lol

Quote:Why So Serious? Wrote:
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Well came home with the wonderful idea to start looking into going back to college. Usually I start running around like a chicken with it head cut off in my mind. I decided that since I was feeling so calm about the idea to try again. I'm even looking forward to the challenge of working and going to school. I applied and everything went fine........Yeah right:/ starting flipping shit in my mind again trying to figure out what is going on. I need to do something different as far as making money. I started thinking about businesses that made it worse. Then came the thought do what your passionate about, but I don't know what I passionate about.
What seemed like a good idea doesn't seem so good anymore. I hope that I can fix this because it's annoying to say the least.
Why does this stress me out so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and you may wonder why not just put in the application. Well did this twice the first time I stayed for 2 years. The second time I only stayed the semester. As for businesses well they never got off the groundSad

This sounds JUST. LIKE. ME.

The first college I stayed for a year. Second college, only for a semester. Businesses? Yup, right. Stressful. That's the part of the reason I am running OF.

If you decide to join college again, I believe it could serve you as a wonderful platform to overcome your fears and general growth. If you do not, I am sure you'll figure something else out. So stick to it. Sounds like you are doing great. Smile
Glad to see I'm not the only one with this problem. I don't think I'm doing to good right now but thanks.Maybe you see something I don't.

Quote:I might be assuming some things here, but I figured I'd throw in my thoughts on this. It sounds like you've gone too far into the future when thinking about this stuff and then from there your imagination just goes crazy. I don't know about your mind, but I have to keep mine on a leash otherwise it tends to run away haha. I'm great at coming up with new ideas, possibilities, theories, etc. not so great on follow through. Sometimes it's important to just narrow your focus a bit and break it down into smaller steps.

Forget about passion. People throw that word around too much and it fills you with too much anxiety over being passionate enough about something. Think of fulfillment instead. What would make you happy? Try asking yourself that question every night before you go to sleep. Give your brain something to focus on. Don't search for it, just let it come to you. You know when forget the name of a song or something and a couple of minutes later it pops in your head? It's kind of like that. Just be aware of any small pull towards something and let it grow.
I blame you for making me think deeply about this for a day.TongueBig Grin Your right about the anxiety of not being passionate enough. TBH I thought I put this passion stuff behind me. Surprised me that I mentioned it.Blush
I think I had one of those moments this morning. Thinking about college and it hit me that I should do study about computers rather than chemistry. Art is just out of the equation now. On the side definitely for a living hell no.


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I don't know what I passionate about.

(Yesterday 11:35 AM)mat422 Wrote:
Forget about passion. People throw that word around too much and it fills you with too much anxiety over being passionate enough about something. Think of fulfillment instead. What would make you happy? Try asking yourself that question every night before you go to sleep. Give your brain something to focus on. Don't search for it, just let it come to you. You know when forget the name of a song or something and a couple of minutes later it pops in your head? It's kind of like that. Just be aware of any small pull towards something and let it grow.

Solid advice!!
I always go after what makes me happy. Fulfillment sums it up quite nicely. Passion is such a strong emotion and even though I'm happy and fulfilled... there are few things I am passionate about.
If you don't mind me asking what are passionate about? And why not make it living? What are happy about?

So everyone agrees on happiness instead of passion, and I got a bunch of fears. Okay good lets talk about my progress now.

I had asked the universe what to 3 weeks ago and so far so good. I won't get into to much details. Just text a friend I hadn't seen in awhile and they are back in college. People talking about how their kids are in college. That kind of stuff.

I'm kind of excited about going now because it will be my decision. Not because someone forced me to go. Still a little nervous about applying, but it has to do with transcripts and changing my major at the school I'm transferring to. I'll call again tomorrow just to be on the safe side.

People are a little nicer now.Huh I had one guy who works on the other side walk in to where I worked when no one was there and asked how was I doing. All the guys that walk by me keep mentioning quiet I am. This isn't breaking news so why start mentioning it now after 8 months of working there.Huh

Oh and since Shannon confirmed my suspicions about the sub working on others lets have a look at that.
My mom hasn't been bitching about how fat she is lately. She'll mention it but she's always trying to come up with a solution instead. So far she's back to drinking protein shakes in the morning, looking for a knee brace to get back to exercising, bought a new scale that measures bmi, and looking at different supplements. I'm joining her and it seems like everyday we take about how to improve our health.

I'm doing this at my job as well. Just looking for solutions instead of bitching. One thing I do need to figure out is how to deal with stupidity that happens at the job.Angry

Overall everything is okay right now. Slowly getting better.

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03-30-2016, 07:04 PM (This post was last modified: 03-30-2016 07:06 PM by Why So Serious?.)
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I got this text yesterday morning. The irony.Big Grin

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03-31-2016, 03:55 AM
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So far the main theme of this journal seems to be your butt. This is an excellent journal.
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03-31-2016, 10:53 AM
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Quote:I blame you for making me think deeply about this for a day.TongueBig Grin Your right about the anxiety of not being passionate enough. TBH I thought I put this passion stuff behind me. Surprised me that I mentioned it.Blush
I think I had one of those moments this morning. Thinking about college and it hit me that I should do study about computers rather than chemistry. Art is just out of the equation now. On the side definitely for a living hell no.

I'll accept that blame. I like giving people things to ponder. It happens though, things we thought we moved past rear their ugly heads again. I'm actually going through something like that now.

That's a good start. Now I'm curious. What type of art do you make? You could combine computers and art and get into graphic design.
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03-31-2016, 02:05 PM
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(03-31-2016 03:55 AM)Nox Wrote:  So far the main theme of this journal seems to be your butt. This is an excellent journal.

This made me laugh so hard I almost choked. Thanks, Nox.

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03-31-2016, 03:07 PM (This post was last modified: 03-31-2016 03:21 PM by Benjamin.)
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Hahahaha. If more people made threads about their butt the world would be a happier place.
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03-31-2016, 05:41 PM
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(03-31-2016 02:05 PM)Shannon Wrote:  
(03-31-2016 03:55 AM)Nox Wrote:  So far the main theme of this journal seems to be your butt. This is an excellent journal.

This made me laugh so hard I almost choked. Thanks, Nox.

I'm here to help! Smile lol
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04-01-2016, 02:11 AM
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(03-30-2016 06:20 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  If you don't mind me asking what are passionate about? And why not make it living? What are happy about?

So everyone agrees on happiness instead of passion, and I got a bunch of fears.

Things I am passionate about. And why not make it a living.
Photography. I did make an income from it for 22 years until camera's in cell phones became the norm. Now everyone, anyone can take a photo.

Massage Therapy for 23 years. Still doing it for an income, however I only massage clean people (no body odor). You'd be amazed how many people have poor hygiene.

Trading financial markets. Currently trying to master this. I will be employed at my current workplace for 29 years in June 2016. The plan is to stay there until 2022. Only 6 years to go until a full retirement.

Spending the day outside at a sunny park under the shade can make me happy. Volunteering my time towards a charity can make me happy. Hearing children play can make me happy.

At one time, the 3 things that I'm passionate about were things that made me happy and I found a way to turn my hobby into an income for the first 2. Now I'm focused on the 3rd.

Look for free classes or free seminars. When someone offers to show you something, listen to what they have to say.

Sometimes your passion finds you.
Passion 1. My grandfather gave me a camera when I was 7. He told me to keep taking pictures until I became good at it.

Passion 2. I was rear ended in a car accident. After having neck and back pain for two years. One five minute massage from a professional massage therapist took away the pain. So I decided to go to school and help others with pain.

Passion 3. I got a letter in the mail to attend a free seminar. I bought the product they were selling for $5000. Got burned, lost all the money I saved. Still, I wondered how some people were able to make a living from it. You can with the proper training and discipline.

One girl I know, her passion is yoga. She is always trying to get me to go to her class.

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04-02-2016, 11:13 AM
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@Nox
An excellent journal indeed.

@Benjamin
I have have made the world and these forums a better place.lol My job is done.

@Matt
I just draw crappy cartoon creatures. I don't like graphic design. I'm into digital art. though.

@4Kingdoms
I get where you coming from now. You did make your passion a living but it changed over time.
Thanks for sharing.

I can't think of anything ground breaking to report. Soooo next time.

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04-03-2016, 06:28 AM
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Yesterday was interesting. Went to the store and got more looks than usual. I don't handle attention well especially when it's more than I'm used to so I wanted to shrink away and hide.

My mom told me something yesterday that made me realize that I'm still way to dependent on other people. I need to work on that.

I saw a special needs person in the store and almost cried. I kept thinking about how the world can be cruel at times and why couldn't anything be done to help him. I just felt really sorry for him and his caretaker.

My dad came over and felt guilty for calling him for months.

Other than that much to report.

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04-03-2016, 10:36 AM
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(04-03-2016 06:28 AM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Yesterday was interesting. Went to the store and got more looks than usual. I don't handle attention well especially when it's more than I'm used to so I wanted to shrink away and hide.

E2 is creating a "Loving" vibe that you are giving off. People are going to be drawn to that.

(04-03-2016 06:28 AM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  My mom told me something yesterday that made me realize that I'm still way to dependent on other people. I need to work on that.

E2 has made me more independent. E2 helped me get out of toxic friendships.
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(03-26-2016 03:42 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  I was codependent with friendships that were toxic. In the past when I voiced my displeasure, their response was "4Kingdoms, you expect too much." After thinking about that statement over and over. Instead of saying (You're right, I expect too much) I said to myself (Why not? There's nothing wrong with that!) Whether or not my friends understand, I say hello and keep them at an arm's distance.

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04-03-2016, 05:47 PM
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(04-03-2016 10:36 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  
(04-03-2016 06:28 AM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Yesterday was interesting. Went to the store and got more looks than usual. I don't handle attention well especially when it's more than I'm used to so I wanted to shrink away and hide.

E2 is creating a "Loving" vibe that you are giving off. People are going to be drawn to that.

(04-03-2016 06:28 AM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  My mom told me something yesterday that made me realize that I'm still way to dependent on other people. I need to work on that.

E2 has made me more independent. E2 helped me get out of toxic friendships.
http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-7145-p...#pid105128
(03-26-2016 03:42 PM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  I was codependent with friendships that were toxic. In the past when I voiced my displeasure, their response was "4Kingdoms, you expect too much." After thinking about that statement over and over. Instead of saying (You're right, I expect too much) I said to myself (Why not? There's nothing wrong with that!) Whether or not my friends understand, I say hello and keep them at an arm's distance.

Hmmm..........a loving vibe.Maybe at that moment.
I hope to become more independent using this sub.'

Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

The only problem is right now I don't feel like dealing with it and am questioning do I want to. how it I'm also questioning do I really love them or have I been forcing myself to all these years. I felt dread just having to listen to them say how hurt they were. In a strange way I cared a little but not a whole lot. As usual I sat in silence as they told me what was going on. I did the usual crying but it will be the same. I'll continue to be a bitch while everyone else walks on egg shells trying not to offend me.

Actually right now it seems like not dealing with it is the better option. I know it ***** up I should care more but I'm having an incredibly difficult time doing so. I'm feeling even more cold and emotionless than usual.

I know how to like people. At least I think I do. Not so sure about loving someone sadly.

I'm going to bed early.

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04-04-2016, 04:28 AM
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(04-03-2016 05:47 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

Whew... you acknowledged that they are right!! Takes guts to admit that!!! Sounds like you are ready to deal with it.

The best part is... you are already listening to EHPRA 2.0 and you are already in the process of healing.

Just so that I'm clear. I'm not sure if EHPRA 2.0 makes you into a loving person. What is clear is you are giving off a loving vibe. Hope that makes sense. I've become more forgiving of other people's (how can I put this nicely) um... stupidity. Ok, I'll stop...

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04-04-2016, 05:43 PM
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(04-04-2016 04:28 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  
(04-03-2016 05:47 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

Whew... you acknowledged that they are right!! Takes guts to admit that!!! Sounds like you are ready to deal with it.

The best part is... you are already listening to EHPRA 2.0 and you are already in the process of healing.

Just so that I'm clear. I'm not sure if EHPRA 2.0 makes you into a loving person. What is clear is you are giving off a loving vibe. Hope that makes sense. I've become more forgiving of other people's (how can I put this nicely) um... stupidity. Ok, I'll stop...
I guessHuh I don't think it takes guts and just admitting it doesn't mean I'll deal with it.
I thought you had to be a loving person to give off a loving vibeHuh or at least feel loving in that moment.
And you don't have to stop.Smile

Today I was going thinking about how I didn't have to apologize for me hurting other peoples feelings and how those people don't consider my feelings. Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt. The usual back and forth mental garbage. Suddenly I felt like something had been released. Whatever happened is in the past. I can only focus on what can be done now. I'm not trying to rush to make it better either. This is going to take time to heal.

Went to my sisters and instead of feeling uncomfortable I felt welcome. Never would have thought that would happen.

Still nothing groundbreaking to report though. At least nothing external.Confused

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04-05-2016, 05:51 AM (This post was last modified: 04-05-2016 05:55 AM by ArcticFox.)
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(04-04-2016 05:43 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  
(04-04-2016 04:28 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  
(04-03-2016 05:47 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

Whew... you acknowledged that they are right!! Takes guts to admit that!!! Sounds like you are ready to deal with it.

The best part is... you are already listening to EHPRA 2.0 and you are already in the process of healing.

Just so that I'm clear. I'm not sure if EHPRA 2.0 makes you into a loving person. What is clear is you are giving off a loving vibe. Hope that makes sense. I've become more forgiving of other people's (how can I put this nicely) um... stupidity. Ok, I'll stop...
I guessHuh I don't think it takes guts and just admitting it doesn't mean I'll deal with it.
I thought you had to be a loving person to give off a loving vibeHuh or at least feel loving in that moment.
And you don't have to stop.Smile

Today I was going thinking about how I didn't have to apologize for me hurting other peoples feelings and how those people don't consider my feelings. Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt. The usual back and forth mental garbage. Suddenly I felt like something had been released. Whatever happened is in the past. I can only focus on what can be done now. I'm not trying to rush to make it better either. This is going to take time to heal.

Went to my sisters and instead of feeling uncomfortable I felt welcome. Never would have thought that would happen.

Still nothing groundbreaking to report though. At least nothing external.Confused

"Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt."

Are you normally 'not nice' to these people?

EPRHA 2 is awesome but don't expect massive changes, or even for changes to be instantly apparent. A lot of the EPRHA users on here were already well into long runs before switching to version 2. So a lot of ground work had already been done, and I'm talking about months in some cases.

I had been doing EPRHA for 4 months before switching to V2, and it was a really challenging run. Switching to V2 for me has really given the run a turbo boost, and made things easier. But I can imagine going straight into EPRHA 2 would also be very challenging!! (maybe more so than v1)?

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(04-05-2016 05:51 AM)ArcticFox Wrote:  
(04-04-2016 05:43 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  
(04-04-2016 04:28 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote:  
(04-03-2016 05:47 PM)Why So Serious? Wrote:  Apparently I treat people closest to me like shit. My Dad and sister told me at different times. I think my mom thinks so too but indirectly tells me. Usually this would go straight over my head but now I know that they are right.

Whew... you acknowledged that they are right!! Takes guts to admit that!!! Sounds like you are ready to deal with it.

The best part is... you are already listening to EHPRA 2.0 and you are already in the process of healing.

Just so that I'm clear. I'm not sure if EHPRA 2.0 makes you into a loving person. What is clear is you are giving off a loving vibe. Hope that makes sense. I've become more forgiving of other people's (how can I put this nicely) um... stupidity. Ok, I'll stop...
I guessHuh I don't think it takes guts and just admitting it doesn't mean I'll deal with it.
I thought you had to be a loving person to give off a loving vibeHuh or at least feel loving in that moment.
And you don't have to stop.Smile

Today I was going thinking about how I didn't have to apologize for me hurting other peoples feelings and how those people don't consider my feelings. Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt. The usual back and forth mental garbage. Suddenly I felt like something had been released. Whatever happened is in the past. I can only focus on what can be done now. I'm not trying to rush to make it better either. This is going to take time to heal.

Went to my sisters and instead of feeling uncomfortable I felt welcome. Never would have thought that would happen.

Still nothing groundbreaking to report though. At least nothing external.Confused

"Now I got to fake to nice to people so their feelings don't get hurt."

Are you normally 'not nice' to these people?

EPRHA 2 is awesome but don't expect massive changes, or even for changes to be instantly apparent. A lot of the EPRHA users on here were already well into long runs before switching to version 2. So a lot of ground work had already been done, and I'm talking about months in some cases.

I had been doing EPRHA for 4 months before switching to V2, and it was a really challenging run. Switching to V2 for me has really given the run a turbo boost, and made things easier. But I can imagine going straight into EPRHA 2 would also be very challenging!! (maybe more so than v1)?

Why wouldn't you expect massive changes? EHPRA 2.0 is designed to tunnel down for as long as you use it until it has prompted you to heal everything back to Day 1. And why would it be harder than V1, when it's designed to be much, much easier and more enjoyable? You guys who started off doing V1, you can't compare the two. V2 is so far ahead of and beyond V1 that it's not easy to compare them. You're not going to understand all of what it's doing until down the road when you look back and see the massive shift you made in life to a better and happier life and self because of it. Most of what it's doing is designed to be subtle and "under the hood" so you don't experience trauma in dealing with, healing and overcoming it. It's about like a nuclear submarine, and you see the conning tower, but the rest remains submerged, and it's pushing millions of tons of water around to do that 30 knots it's doing almost fully submerged. You may not see it on the surface, but it's having a huge impact and your whole life is being improved forever because of it. It just takes time.

I would say that in WhySoSerious' case here it's bringing her to awareness of what needs to change, but it's not going to all happen at once. Awareness is the first step, and she'll take the speed and course that is right for her.

EHPRA 2.0 is incredibly powerful. I just had to hide most of that power from the conscious awareness to keep the program as safe and effective as possible.

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