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UD 5.5 Run
09-30-2017, 02:18 AM
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UD 5.5 Run
So i bought UD today and preparing the upcoming run for at least 3 months.
Being in my last days of 1 month in ASC i will give things a break for a couple of days before starting the new one.

When being around the forum and shop, i always want to hit the AM6 but i decided to prepare a good and healthy base by UD first.

Hybrid is now for the first time on board; i guess i will start by using it in order to get some comparison to the us and masked tracks.

As there isn´t that much written on UD by now i will try to journal this thing a bit, but as i learned while doing ASC things are not always easy to recognize and/or to put in words (respect for the dudes around here, being able to write their journals to the point)
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In addition, what i read that far, UD might come along in a subtle way, making the progress and work not always obvious to see immediately.

Anyway, i am looking forward for the results and how it will work on the messed up stuff.

I expect some tough periods in between as well, especially when it works on old scarfs so to say.


Let´s see... and wish me good luck and strength Smile
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09-30-2017, 04:35 AM
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RE: UD 5.5 Run
Good idea to clean the crud before adding on. Good luck, I’ll be following this journal as I plan to use UD sometime in the next couple years.
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10-07-2017, 03:46 AM
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RE: UD 5.5 Run
So i am into UD by now. Though my expectations and curiosity are going more for the mental/emotional cleanup, but physical is welcome for sure; maybe it will support another try of stop smoking Smile

Actual i am in kind of a relaxed mood. My ASC run before confronted me with a lot of past shit, but made me face them - that brought up a lot of emotion and thoughts as well as active steps in live.

By now the rough sea seems to smoothen and thoughts are losing negativity. Sleep is kind of solid without interruptions.
There is also a good bunch of dream activity, but i need to start journaling them in order to remember after wakeup.

Anyway by now the main aspect i recognize is a general calm down.
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10-12-2017, 07:19 AM
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RE: UD 5.5 Run
Actual UD might do something, though i am not sure where things are going.

What i named a "calm down" somehow develop right now into something i could best describe as being isolated from my own emotions. Like they have been shut down in some way as well. Right now i run on rather low energy (not exhausted) feeling a bit like just doing daily routine without to much connection with what is going on around me. Also will and motivation for activities suffered in some way.
I bet you can call the mood somehow casual or indifferent.

My sleep is no more about 8-9 hours (which would suit well 6 loops) but went back to my usual pattern before using subs - which is something around 6 hours. So i have to adjust myself to that, instead of being awake 2 hours to early in the morning.
Actual i have not really any dream recall after awakening, which i don´t like - i wanted to journal them as well.

I switched back from Hybrid to US by yesterday - i can´t really name it but hybrid gave me somehow the impression of being aggressive.

Sometimes thoughts seem to stick to past life events (which i identified for having harmed me). Anyway, that popped up on ASC; not sure if there is some overlapping like ASC still running after finishing it.
But also possible UD is digging around Smile


This all feels a bit like doing pioneering work as UD isn´t that big on the board yet. So exchange is welcome to me Smile
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10-12-2017, 03:11 PM
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RE: UD 5.5 Run
Sounds familiar. I've probably been using it the same amount of time as you.

Especially this.

Quote:I could best describe as being isolated from my own emotions. Like they have been shut down in some way as well. Right now i run on rather low energy (not exhausted) feeling a bit like just doing daily routine without to much connection with what is going on around me. Also will and motivation for activities suffered in some way. I bet you can call the mood somehow casual or indifferent.

Definately feel weird and disconnected, also waking up anxious in the mornings.
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10-13-2017, 06:06 AM
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RE: UD 5.5 Run
Alright, at least that sounds to me that there is a certain scheme working. I would have been afraid to hear a totally different story that far Smile Also i took in consideration that there probably will be hard periods as well.

Anyway, it´s way too early for judging; as Shannon wrote somewhere be patient and let the sub do what it is meant for.

Yesterday i missed the sub due to falling asleep at the sofa; when waking up in the middle of the night there was no sense in starting as there was not enough time left. But sleeping was solid again for the whole 8-9 hours.
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