SargeMaximus: Time to Heal (DMSI 3.2A)

[SargeMaximus]

I don't know if the unconscious mind could be able to do something like what you are experiencing but I know that in the past, for maybe, idk, maybe 2-3 years... EVERY single week-end where I had no obligations and could go out have fun, party and meet women, I ended up being sick, having flu like symptoms forcing me pass the opportunity to rest alone at my place instead...

I'm raising this possibility because, correct me if I'm wrong, but you started to frequent 1 or few women... and the nose bleeding kinda coincide with the start of your dates with the newly met women...

Yes that’s true but I refuse to believe that. I won’t be a victim of myself. The nosebleeds have stopped since taking the medication. Now just gotta fix my face.

[SargeMaximus]

FINALLY back at work. Had a solid day. Things are looking up.

ION, 6.5 hasn't gotten back to me with confirmation of Netflix and chill plans. I assume it's over. It's better this way. Too much of a headache and too complicated for my life as it is right now.

[SargeMaximus]

Lots of shit going down.

Finally snapped and calmly brought up the mold issue in my basement suite with my landlord. I paid for a guy to come inspect it and they're gonna remove it tomorrow. My landlord is paying for everything. What an awesome guy. I'm still gonna give him some money tho.

In sales, I keep teetertottering (sp?) between thinking I'm "set" vs. abandoning it all to travel to another city. Things seem good here but there are red flags that I don't want to ignore. It could go either way. I think it'll all depend on if this job that my boss said he sold since I first started working here actually turns into money. So far the customer is simply approved for financing but that doesn't mean he's gonna buy, though the boss seems to think it does. Things like that are red flags to me because they indicate hopeful rather than realistic thinking. I mean, unless there is an exchange of money, I don't count the job as "closed" but the boss does so yeah. Time will tell. I should know by the end of this week. If it turns into money for me, I will be much more relaxed and will have more confidence getting these guys leads. If not, I may have to simply jump ship.

Other than that, I'm looking forward to DMSI 3.3. Just today I noticed that James Deen is still making porn despite all the rape allegations a while back. That made me happy since it would be a shame if he had to quit because of some psycho bitch. But yeah, looking forward to 3.3. I REALLY want this one to embody the "irresistible" part of the title. Time for it to earn it's namesake. So far, not much to show for it. Definitely don't feel sexually irresistible. Attractive yes, irresistible, no.

[SargeMaximus]

Mold has been removed. Ion, three hunnah dollah day. *drops mic*

[SargeMaximus]

Btw, saw my brother get hit on by a girl today. Shit like that don’t happen to me. He’s got a better aura I guess.

[SargeMaximus]

Starting to feel like mastering pua just so I can break hearts. Online game pissing me off lately.

[SargeMaximus]

Lately been getting a lot of the following unlikely excuses from girls online:

- I'm recovering from surgery
- I have a funeral to go to
- I broke my arm (had 2 of these the same day!)

Obviously they are lies, but what is triggering it since it never was a thing before now? Same thing happens in sales sometimes, obviously not as often as online however. I'd say 90% of the convos I've pitched a public meeting resulted in similar responses this week.

[Zane]

Sarge, Why don't u give USLM3 a shot.. With FRM modules and all. Dont get mad at me for saying this.

[SargeMaximus]

Sarge, Why don't u give USLM3 a shot.. With FRM modules and all. Dont get mad at me for saying this.

Lol, I’m not mad at you. However, I’ve decided not to get any more subs unless I start getting useful results. They not worth the price. Dmsi is different cause free upgrades but if it were standalone it would not be worth it so far. So unless I see results I’m after, this is it for me.

[SargeMaximus]

Something I noticed happening again today. I've noticed it on and off for a while. Not sure if it's DMSI related or if it was happening before DMSI (there was a before DMSI time????), anyhow it's that men, specifically: alpha-type men, seem to really get on well with me and I easily sign them up for the sales lead, while women, specifically HOT women, are bitchy and difficult at the door. I've noticed it oscilates between the two extremes, the other being hot women giving me all the leads and compliance while the men don't. I'm not sure how often this happens, usually I just get all kinds across a wide spectrum, but days like today it's a definite split in favor of either the alpha men or the hot women. Anyhow, just thought I'd report.

ION, had a girl from online almost drive to my house today but I think it was a shit test to see how desperate I was. I didn't give away any desperation because I was so IDGAF with her, but it makes me wonder if sometimes the aura is simply too good and women just don't believe it, so they make up shit (Like the "injuries" I mentioned previously) to avoid meeting you. Granted this is all online so the aura probably doesn't matter for shit.

I had one more thing to write but I forget what it was.

EDIT: I remember what else I was going to say. Two things actually:

1. The job my boss claimed was "sold" FINALLY got SIGNED today. Which means, it is indeed sold! This was perfect timing as I texted my boss about it today and he replies saying "As of 10 minutes ago it's been signed" Good shit. So that gave me a boost and increased faith in this company.

2. Had a dream last night I was f*cking the 6.5 FWB I had. My dick was desensitized so I only felt minimal pleasure but it was awesome because it meant I could feel sex for a LONG time and I f*cked her for a long time in the dream. As a bonus, it wasn't a wet dream.

[SargeMaximus]

Had an online interaction with a woman today that makes me think the main culprit to girls going 180 on DMSI may be ASD.

I pitched a drink in her town (15 mins away. There is a bar chain there I really like) but she said "I'd prefer [your city], I know too many people here lol"

And it hit me that she didn't want people she knew seeing her with a guy. I think this is a big one. Especially having fast sex, I've heard it's a big trigger for ASD and a woman will avoid you afterwards getting "buyers remorse" even if you did everything right. So perhaps that's something Shannon can factor in. It is probably more important than the comfort and whatever else. If a woman knows she can get away with fast sex with a DMSI user, I'm betting she'll do it but it's just a theory based on the latest interaction.

[SargeMaximus]

TID:

- lots of women online saying they open to hookup or FWB but never commit. I don’t believe they are fake profiles.

- told my cousin a story today I’ve told him several times. I was using the story to make a point and my cousin claimed he never knew things went down that way despite me saying it the same way I’ve always told it

- celebrity effect seems to be increasing, strong magnetism especially with my brother and cousin. Some of it is just weird like they’re analyzing my every word.

Overall, things seem to be getting strange. Obviously I want the women to commit to fwb instead of just say they’re open to it then ghost.

[SargeMaximus]

More TID:

Online is blowing up. Several women are in talks with me.

Just got back from a date. Had 2 first dates today.

The first was with a 43 y.o. Indian woman from Africa. She was 7.5-8/10. I touched her ass a few times and despite us being VERY sexual online, in person we talked about sex a lot too but she seemed to be pegging me for relationship material. Not sure how that's gonna go. We have been texting but she hasn't agreed to a second date yet.


Second girl was just now. This girl was aware I was only looking for FWB and we talked about that a bit in the date. Mostly just shooting the shit. She bust my balls a LOT, but at the end of the date she hugged me HARD, and we made out. I then said "Wanna come into my car for a bit?" (was hoping for a bJ) but she said "No. I'm gonna go." I was like "ok. I need your number tho." and she said "I'll message you" I'm like "ok" while turning around immediately and walking away. No chasing whatsoever.

I think she was also trying to put me into relationship category because she's 40 y.o. and she asked me what I need from a girl to go steady.

Anyhow, not a bad day. The only downside is that I wasn't able to do sales. I brought my change of clothes to my first date so I would be ready to go to sales right after, but I forgot my boots which I need (my shoes are too flashy and have negative affect at the door. Field tested.) So I meal-prepped instead which I was going to do tomorrow, caught up on my eating which was good, and went on this date.


Hopefully @Shannon can use something from this post for 3.3's development.

[SargeMaximus]

Today everything died down. Yesterday seemed like I was getting crazy dmsi hits but today everything online and in texts flatlined. I wonder if Shannon changed something.

I’m starving tho. Like I can’t get enough to eat. I’m sure I’m eating more than normal but I’m insatiable.

Also, had a woman mesmerized by me in sales today. I wonder what she was thinking about. She was just in a daze as she asked me a million questions and never blinked and was having trouble understanding me. Like she was over analyzing my every word. It was a definite dmsi effect but it didn’t seem like a particularly useful effect.

Other than that I had a solid day in sales. Two hunnah dollah day in 2 hours. I could have got more but I decided to call it quits.

Now I will eat pizza. I’m staving.