SantaRich's Journal

[SantaRich]

Hello,

my name is Rich, and I am currently using ASC.& Become Irresistably Attractive to Beautifully Women Sexually subs. ASC, for alittle over a month, Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful WomenS for a month on the 24th, so tomorrow already.

I am happy with the results. I am starting to feel like I know I should, like there are options in life, that life is not supposed to, or have to be as hard I make it. For example, I don't have the monkey mind feeding me doubts as bad as I have the last few years, I am much more relaxed and just have a "whatever" feel, kind of dissociation from things. I don't know which sub is causing which effect, but me likes.

Probably the biggest changes that I am noticing though are that I no longer really even care about checking out adult websites, which I never liked, but somehow I fell into that habit, and secondly I have started to do one of my Qi Gong practices again, which I really hope to keep up.

I will be starting Alpha Male 2011, probably in february, and find myself excited for it.

I wish I had discovered this years ago, when I was doing the first Qi Gong I learned, which had a profound effect on me, helped me to prove to myself that reality is more malleable than most people can even imagine. It was the most amazing part of my life and I am hoping that Alpha Male can help me get that back.

Thank you if you have read this long winded introduction of myself and I look forward to sharing my experiences and thoughts.

Sincerely,

SantaRich

[K-Train]

Hey Santa Rich and welcome to the forum! I'm glad you're seeing results, can you tell me more about your experience with Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women Sexually? What changes did you notice both within yourself and from others?

[Shannon]

Welcome aboard, Rich! Glad to have you here, and pleased to see you're getting good results.

[Roy]

What results did you see specifically from using Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women Sexually?I am curious about that one.

[SantaRich]

(01-24-2011 05:25 AM)Roy Wrote:  What results did you see specifically from using Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful Women Sexually?I am curious about that one.

Hello K-Train, Roy, and Shannon.

My experiences that I have noticed are more internal, although I am pretty sure I have a bad case of male pattern blindness, I believe Shannon called it I had purchased it a few days after it came out and listened to the confidence sub for just an hour a day, and Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful WomenS atleast five to six hours, if not more.

What I have noticed is: much easier to talk to women, care less about what I say or how I come across, or what happens, for the most part. Guys are showing more respect Women are also reacting differently, getting more and longer eye contact. Like tonight at work, I was walking by this lady named jill. As I walked by she looked up at me and didn't glance away until I was not looking at her. Now this sticks out because she usually may look up, but looks back down right away. Another chick at my chiropractor's lifted up my underwear, and attached electrodes pretty low when hooking up for my back, which in two or three years has never happened before.

Internally, feel focused, have felt very energetic and good. One weird thing I have noticed is that when I get excited, I also get very hungry and just start eating. Noticed that because one day I just had a feeling that the sub was working, like I felt powerful, and I got real hungry at or near the same time. I do not go out to bars very much, am a bit of a hermit, so it is hard to tell about the sexually part.

Some days days are better than others, but atleast I do feel differently and generally better, more positive than before I started the sub. I hope this helps

[Shannon]

I guess I need to create "Overcome Hermitage" too? lol

[ronatello]

Shannon, I think the Alpha Male sub will eventually do away with "hermitage" in due time. From my personal experience, the want to stay in and keep away from others began to subside around mid stage 2 and has been slowly decreasing ever since.
But if you want to create a sub that directly attacks that, it would be nice for some as well.

[Ryan]

Shannon maybe you could incorporate it into a "Become An Extrovert" sub?

[Shannon]

I have "Become an extrovert" on my to do list, so might as well.

[SantaRich]

I was just wondering what are some different setups you guys have to listen to your subs. Drains the battery on my laptop quickly, and not sure of the hz range on my speakers.

Any ideas or suggestions are appreciated.

Oh, and Shannon, have you ever thought about a poker sub?

Rich

[ronatello]

Here is my setup: hand-me-down (2nd) computer that has the subs on the hard drive. The 2nd computer is controlled by my 1st computer via remote desktop. 2nd computer has the VLC media player. I just remote into the 2nd computer and run VLC, set it to repeat one track and viola.
The audio output from the computer is run through an old AV receiver and then to some 2 way speakers.
I'm about to replace the 2nd computer with just a small mp3 player since the hard disk whine can be annoying at times when I'm trying to sleep.

[Jay]

• (2nd) Laptop + Logitech Z-3E (20 kHz) - Constant AM11 loop
• Playstation Portable + Philips SHE4500 (23 kHz) - Extreme Self Esteem
  

[SantaRich]

(01-26-2011 03:26 AM)Jay Wrote:  

• (2nd) Laptop + Logitech Z-3E (20 kHz) - Constant AM11 loop
• Playstation Portable + Philips SHE4500 (23 kHz) - Extreme Self Esteem
  

Thanks guys

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Time for an update.

I had a couple of interesting dreams during the week, I really have to start keeping a notebook and pen next to my bed.

Anyway, there is a girl that I know who works at subway, don't know her well, but she used to work at where I work. And lately she has been more, kind of flirty I guess. Thursday night she was telling me how she had a crappy day, we talked while she was making my sub, while checking out she gave me a cookie and told me she would be working tomorrow, so to let me know what I thought of it. Now I am pretty sure she like me, but I go in friday and and we are talking again, I ask her the usual dumb interview questions, because I am still unsure and trying to feel the situation out. And I start feeling like I am moving into the friend zone, which is not where I want to be.

Today at walgreens though, a girl tried opening me,. I am pretty sure. I was buying some distalled water and she said she did'nt know water had an expiration date on it and smiled at me. I was pretty sure I felt some attraction from her when I walked up to the register. but that confirmed it for me.

I have no doubts the sub is working, I never remember my dreams, as much as I would like to, and for the most part I have been really focused, I think one of my problems is I don't really go to bars very much, or at all really. I have also been feeling pretty good and am more likely to say something without the hesitation I usually have.

I have not seen any overt sexual displays, however there is a t-shirt I saw once that said,(you know that look a woman gives right before she wants sex, neither do I). That is kind of how I am, a woman really has to give me strong hints. Any suggestions as to what I could do to get the most out of this sub would be appreciated.

[SantaRich]

Allright, these are my thoughts on Become Irresistibly Attractive To Beautiful WomenS. I liked it, I had a very strong urge to just have fun alot of the time. I felt more comfortable and control in and of myself, not in my head as much, had a detached from results kind of feel. I did feel some attraction from women, but never in proper venues to try to take advantage, or see where it could go. I think I would have needed more time than 32 days for this.

I have now started on the Alpha 2011 as of the first of February.

One weird thing that happened was on the first day of using it, I was at work and a supervisor who is usually indifferent, to say the least, came up called me by my first name and patted me on my back. Just struck me as odd, because it has never happened before. Another guy, a co-worker I was talking to was getting all pissy telling me I must be a horrible person because I don't have a girlfriend and that I should take what I can get, because I am ugly.

Now I work at a factory so there is a certain amount of joking around, which I always think he is doing, but don't really care either way.

The other day I was just freaking out about something, could have also been my mother's energy rubbing off on me, everything is an emergency with her, and not in a good way. But just worked through it and felt AWESOME afterward.

Only 5 days in but so far so good.

[ronatello]

Quote: Another guy, a co-worker I was talking to was getting all pissy telling me I must be a horrible person because I don't have a girlfriend and that I should take what I can get, because I am ugly.

What a tool. Ignore him.
Whether or not if it was a joke, the comment was inappropriate. If you held your cool and didn't react too much, then you actually out alpha'd him

[Patti]

(02-06-2011 08:57 AM)ronatello Wrote:  

Quote: Another guy, a co-worker I was talking to was getting all pissy telling me I must be a horrible person because I don't have a girlfriend and that I should take what I can get, because I am ugly.

What a tool. Ignore him.
Whether or not if it was a joke, the comment was inappropriate. If you held your cool and didn't react too much, then you actually out alpha'd him

It never ceases to amaze me how ridiculous some people are! And how ironic is it, that this persons trying to say you're ugly, while showing HIS ugliness!

[SantaRich]

Not sure when I last updated, so here goes.

I started listening on the 1st, and six days in I read a thread that laptop computer speakers usually do not have a high enough fr to carry the subliminal, which is of course what I had been using for the six days.

But since then I put a copy of the stream, which I really like by the way, on cd and have been listening to that on my 10 yr old audiovox cd shelf system while I sleep.

I am starting to get some of my old feelings back from when I was doing certain energetic exercises. I am feeling indifferent, do not really care what happens or the consequences. It has been easier for me to go deeper into the more meditational aspects of one of my exercises. I actually did notice that I was walking a littler taller today on my way in to work.

So far there has been really no resistance that I can think of feeling. I am pretty sure alot of stuff has been cleared out from doing aforementioned exercises, I know stuff from when I was younger was cleared out, I remember that stuff, sucked at time but awesome afterward.

No resistance up until tonight. There is this girl who works at subway, I kind of know her, she used to work where I do, always thought she was cute and never forgot her, even though this was a few years ago. Anyway I go into subway one night after work a few weeks ago and there she is. So of course like an afc I start eating alot more subway. I would never kiss her....dairreare but I was feeling out the situation. So of course I find out tonight she has a boyfriend. So after I leave I start getting those negative feelings, you will never find someone special, there is no one out there for you, why would anyone like you, etc. etc. etc.

Probably does not help that it is now my birthday and I have no plans, no fun plans I should say for the day. 30 yrs old where does it go. Well can't be much worse than my 20's or much better, but hopefully they will be

Ohh, will probably ask this in shannon's journal, but should I add an extra six days to the 32, since I don't think I was getting exposure through my laptop speakers?

If I don't get any thoughts then I will ask shannon.

[Shannon]

Happy birthday, man!

I don't think you have to worry about the six days you used laptop speakers. If you were not hearing it crackle and sound like static, it was probably playing fine. You can try playing it super-loud and listening to the speaker closely. If it's playing properly, you'll start hearing speaker distortion at maximum volume that's like listening to people talk far away. It'll also probably give you a headache or make you nauseous if you listen too long at maximum volume.

Not every woman is going to be single. You can handle this two ways: go after her anyway, and risk having her leave you for someone else... or say screw it, and refuse to touch taken.

I personally am rather tired of being cheated on, so I'm more than a little uninterested in stealing someone else's female and having karma kick me in the nuts that way yet again. But don't be down on yourself. These things take time.

[woceyes]

Happy Birthday SantaRich

[ronatello]

Santarich: one thing that you need to do straight away is stop labeling yourself in a negative way. In example: afc. It will do nothing but reinforce negative beliefs. So what if you want to go and see the girl @ Subway? No problem and no worries. It's your business and nobody else. Just don't do it everyday! But every once in a while, I don't see a problem with it.
Stick with Alpha Male and by the time you reach towards the end of the program, you won't care if you have the hot girl or not. You will be living life on your terms (or making plans underway to begin).
I'm getting way more IOI's now than I used to (probably because now I'm more aware + I'm carrying myself much better than before + healthier mindset which will in turn create even more IOI's... you get the picture.).
Oh, and happy belated birthday!