Subliminal Talk - Women's Journals

My partner's OGSF

Sun, 05 Nov 2023 20:06:54 +0000

She ran her first 40min of the audio tonight. We went with masked for a softly-softly approach, given the heavy stuff she had to go through when she was younger.

Soon after starting, she starts telling me she wants to make time to love her body more (implication being sensually and sexually).

Later she was proudly remembering how she learned to swim a few years ago. She learned at a beautiful ocean pool where there are always people hanging about, and she commented that at first she was embarrassed to be seen struggling to swim, but then she realised that most of the people there can't swim well either. Full heartwarming smile on her face as she said this.

Then even later, she started to almost doze on the sofa where she was listening. She said she saw some intrusive memory-images during this part; she didn't want to tell me what they were.

Overall, her vibe is a little softer, more tender and affectionate since finishing up.

See you tomorrow OGSF

DMSI - v3.5

Thu, 27 Jan 2022 04:55:40 +0000

Day 1 - January 25

Hi I bought the DMSI experimental sub back in 2018 and used it in and off till version 3.3. Life got busy so wasn’t able to check forum often but when I finally did, noticed that there was a new upgrade for it and I decided to get back on it!

Loops and cycle : 1 loop/ 4 days on & 1 day off

Volume: 14/16

Device : IPhone XS Speakers and Apple Headphones

Trickling Stream Hybrid

What would I rate myself?

I would give myself a rating of 5-6 for various reasons. I know this number can be a lot better but I’m only basing this off my interactions with people, the attention I generally get whether I’m dressed up and/or down. I have no issues with men (I assume most women that are at least a 5 would say). But I want better. I also want to be better as well.

Aside from listening to the subs I am eating better, talking kindly to myself a lot more, working out more or gradually increasing the frequency, doing skin care, improving hygiene, and also going out a lot more. All things working towards.

Thanks for reading. Will update as I go!

Side note: the last two times I’ve listened to the first version and then the 3.3 version I always end up in some sort of sexual relationship with a guy and then it progresses to a relationship and in the end I just end up not liking them. Or the guy continues to badger me.

One of the guys ended up getting married, and having a child but in some way convinced his wife that he should have a polygamous relationship with me. (His wife agreed, I confirmed)

Second guy got with someone else after we ended and also ended up having a child with them but still wants to be with me again.

Related to the sub not sure.. but I do know I’m guilty of listening to the sub at night to go to sleep ? sometimes consistently and sometimes not so consistently and would forget about it for months. I just love trickling stream. At some point I didn’t even care about the results and just listened when I took a nap or when I was sleeping. Lol

I already have the urge to listen to more than one loop. It’s just feels right. So.. I ended up listening to 4 loops. ?

Already noticing sometimes, I just want to turn the volume down or turn it off. It’s subconscious though, because I won’t notice I did it until afterwards. Which is strange because I’m not a stranger to listening to water “sounds” while sleeping etc. i also seem to get headaches or a sensation of fullness whenever I play the subs. The sensation of fullness, similar to pressure when you’re on a plane stops immediately when I turn it off. Headache still remains faintly.

Don’t know what my posting schedule will be, but will try to post at least once a week.

If any parts don’t make sense, let me know. Honestly I just write in my notes app whenever something pops up and don’t re-read it. Something about te-reading my experiences almost make me cringe sometimes lol

Real-Me's OF v3 Journal

Fri, 04 Jun 2021 21:13:02 +0000

Day 1

I started on OFv3 last night.

I have had a lot of trouble sleeping recently, some catastrophic thought will come into my head and I would be imagining awful scenarios all night long, but last night after listening to OF I went straight off to sleep only waking briefly twice. I was still a little tired but I guess one night does not make up for a week of not much sleep.

I have also had a REALLY hectic week at work this week even working 3 hours past my finish time one evening (unpaid) just to get things done. I have been really stressed about this all week but today I felt calmer with a lot less anxious thoughts even though I didn't get everything done. I just decided it is what it is.

So the last 24 hours have been positive ...I am looking forward to the coming days.

Also I listened to USML on Saturday & Sunday (before deciding to swap to OF) Monday was a public holiday so no work but on Tuesday morning my boss rang to tell me I would be receiving an immediate 8% pay rise.. a really great result & totally unexpected!

DMSI 3.3.2 Journal

Wed, 31 Mar 2021 09:59:15 +0000

Using this forum to log my DMSI 3.3.2 experience.

Started using DMSI last night. Listened on loop overnight for approx 7 hours (ultrasonic version @ 30% of maximum volume) on my laptop speakers.

Had a strange and disgusting dream about using a face mask that, when peeled off, was absolutely loaded with blackheads and impurities.

Have noticed I am less "desperate" to get the attention of the opposite sex and find myself turning off my phone / not asking to hang out with people. Not sure if related to DMSI - time will tell.

USLM 4.2 More Luck !

Sun, 15 Nov 2020 22:30:54 +0000

I switched to USLM v4.2 on October 31st. Prior to that I was running USLM v3 and I took about a week off to rest up for the new version. I have felt really good while running this sub and for the past week I have been feeling like I wanted to add another loop, so I did as of last night. I am now doing 4 loops/night. I am guessing that it has the auto-config so I listened to my inner voice which was asking for more.

I have not noticed the DRS or anything obvious from the FRM, but it is still early in my run, so I will note anything I might experience in the future.

I got my first tangible result last night. I won $7569 on CA Pick 4 ! I actually picked the winning number at the end of August while I was running v3, and I only play $5 on Pick 4 so I have been playing it for a little over 2 months. I won't say how I picked the number, but it was from something I saw and immediately KNEW it would hit Pick 4. I do not have a system for Pick 4 and I usually will choose a few numbers and play them for a while.

I know everyone wants proof so I will attach the photos.

Thank you Shannon for your work and for upgrading this sub ! I know this is only the beginning of this run, and I want to give you credit for your tenacity in always striving to produce the best subs and for not settling for mediocre results.

I am sure I will have even better results to report as my listening continues.

Question and a bit of a testimonial :) Sorry it's a bit long

Sat, 01 Aug 2020 10:28:43 +0000

Hello, first I want to apologize for my horrible grammar it's never been my strong suit. Firstly, I have been listening to the Maximum Learning Speed 5.5g for awhile. How long exactly I'm not sure, it would be over the usual three-month mark since I purchased it back in 2019 before school had started and used it for the entirety of the first semester. It worked very well. I was understanding things more clearly. However, it did have other effects that didn't involve learning. For some background information, I have been dealing with depression for years now and I have never really taken any serious action into getting better. I had given up on myself entirely. That all changed with I started listening to the subliminal. I had some issues going on with my father and he was making me miserable. Now I am not the best at explaining things, but I will try my best here. Somehow whenever I would listen to the sub (overnight while I slept) it would make my negative feelings towards the situation I had going on with my dad and tripled it. Now I'm not saying it was a bad thing. It made me finally act upon the situation instead of staying quiet and silently suffering like I always have done with everything going in my life. To avoid unnecessary details, this sort of thing kept happening. Anytime where I was in a situation with someone who was making me unhappy the subliminal would cause me to have such a strong force of sad emotions and resolve to finally cut people off. Sometimes it was overwhelming. I would just be trying to fall asleep at night and just would have this wave of emotion and break down. There would be some nights that I would just skip listening (that was after the first semester was over). In turn, I cut off all the toxic people in my life and have finally taken the steps to better my mental health. This has been the best I have felt in years. I still have a ways to go. I would say the subliminal has more of an effect on my social life and mental health than it has in terms of actual (school) learning. Now I want to succeed, I was lucky I was able to make it back into the nursing program after failing. Despite my wanting to do well so badly something is holding me back. I have been eyeing two titles: Overcoming fear 5.75g and Laser Focus and Concentration. There were/are days where I want to study so badly, but it's like I cannot focus. I will admit I have procrastination and laziness issues, at the same time I think it's linked to fear too. I have a "fear" of opening my book reading and not even able to comprehend or remember what I read. My memory issues are a whole other discussion. I've tried most things I can think of flashcards, studying in places that are not my room, etc. When I can manage to force myself to pick one of my books that is. Which I admit isn't often. I know it sounds silly, I think I'm afraid of actually succeeding. For more context, I have given up on any hobby I have ever had due to knowing that compared to someone else that it isn't good enough. I used to write poems, draw, write stories, etc now I just read fanfiction online since that doesn't involve the risk of me failing at or worse enjoying something only to be subpar at it. I want this school year to be different. I want to be the one person in class who volunteers to do everything so I can learn, not be afraid to ask questions, and ask others for help. I want to be able to sit down and study and focus without zoning out five minutes in wondering what I'm going to eat later. I don't expect the subliminal to do the work for me I just want it to be this little tool that I have that can help me (for a lack of a better word) get my butt in gear. I hope what I said makes sense and that I can get some extra insight on which subliminal would be best. Thank you for reading

DMSI 3.3.2 (sorry, very long!)

Thu, 06 Feb 2020 19:09:00 +0000

My interest in IML subliminals increased a few months ago, after a few years of trying a lot of free stuff (youtube and my own) without any real success. The effectiveness reported in the threads here has always impressed me, but the main subliminal topic I was using from lots of different creators (shorten your philtrum) wasn’t available here, that’s why it took me so long to finally run IML subs.
Last October I finally had a lip lift revision done, followed by a little filler, because the subs weren’t working at all. After that I decided to lay this very subjective obsession with my lips (noone else ever mentioned it) to rest.

I downloaded a few 4g titles, just to have them in store, before they would be upgraded and might cost a lot more. But for a start I chose EPHRA, using the free version for a week and then switching to the paid one. I used that one for about 40 days, and a few things changed. Very vivid dreams, less fear, overall calmer, and I felt more empathy for those around me. I was bullied for 6 years at school (age 11-16), basically because I always was the best student. Everyone thought of me as a grind, although school in fact was a minor point for me and I didn’t have to invest much time to get good grades. Becoming popular and a member of a clique seemed to be a much better goal to achieve for me, but I never succeeded back then although investing much time in thinking it over and changing styles and attitudes a lot. Today I would say it is impossible to change the view of teenagers when you are already prejudged by them.
While on EPHRA I caught the flu and stopped listening for about three weeks, because I felt terrible and any kind of noise would bother me a lot. US was no option, because my pet rat lives in my sleeping room, and he was behaving quite disturbed the only night I played it through speakers. Of course, because his conscious mind can hear it.

After the flu I decided that instead of continuing EPHRA, I would rather try DMSI. People reported so many drastic changed when using it, and for my current life situation EPHRA felt a little boring. FRM and healing are included in both, and it is no problem for me to re-run EPHRA in the future, if I want to get more healing out of it.

I’m at home at the moment, battling lyme disease, after suffering from it without knowing for 10 long years. In the end I was so tired that I quit my job (not a big loss, proofreading as a freelancer, heavily underpaid for someone with a university degree), lost almost all my friends, because I had no energy to call or even meet them, and moved back into my parents’ house. Not really living together, no good idea, but into an empty apartment one floor above them.
I am planning on doing webcam shows as soon as I feel fit enough, because the underpaid freelance work is definitely no longer attractive to me, and anything else I could find with my degree (master of arts) would be underpaid as well. I have a high credit to pay off, and although I’m generally evaluated as a 8-10 by friends and strangers, competition in this business has increased a lot recently. So DMSI fully working could definitely improve webcam income.
I’m on a herbal protocol since last September, because one year of a chemical antibiotic didn’t help at all. It just ruined my immune system completely, and the very day I stopped the pills the inflammation in one of my ankles returned. In contrast, herbal medicine has improved my condition a lot already. Time will tell whether full recovery is possible.

Registration approval here took forever, so I’ve already finished the second cycle of listening. The first 8 days and the following bloom mainly led to changes that have been reported here lots of times already, but to complete this posting I will mention them.

My natural perfume changed from not really noticeable (at least for myself) to a really beautiful smell I notice quite often.
Feeling of a warm, cozy blanket around me every time I listened to DMSI.
Sometimes for a while, there was a very warm feeling coming from the inside of my body, heating me up.
I was in a light trance most time, at least it felt like that, a little disconnected from the world around me.
Absolutely no dreams during listening days, although I used to be a heavy dreamer, even before EPHRA, and remembered lots of them. In bloom dreams were coming back immediately, but only nightmares so far. Sleep quality is a little worse since the beginning, I don’t feel really recovered and fit. But no big deal, I have enough time to sleep at the moment, day and night.
Short episodes of sad and desperate feelings, mostly loneliness and fear when I thought of my financial difficulties, more fear when my mom’s dementia came into my mind, because it’s getting worse at the moment – but overall a calm feeling, positive, not becoming stressed out by pressure from people, and lots of compassion for others. The only feeling that was constantly bothering me: Out of the blue I’m desperately wishing for a boyfriend (not only sex), although my last one made me a happy single for 5 years until DMSI. (By the way, I never ever had a relationship based on love [I turned 39 two days ago], because I never had a crush on a person who was interested in me as well. I had three partners who loved me, whereas I only liked them, hoping for love to grow, but it never happened. My best friend [though married to someone who loves her like crazy now, because she’s afraid of getting old alone] has the same history, and thinking about the two of us makes me believe that mutual love is harder to find than a suitcase with a million dollars. So wishing for a relationship based on love and looking for a boyfriend is something I never ever wanted to do again, because it’s hopeless and will only lead to tears and desperation. Well, I guess if this wish is really caused by DMSI and not just coincidence after five years alone, I will find it out over time. Hopefully I won’t have to stop running it, because here I would definitely need the healing that has been taken out. FRM is definitely not enough to deal with this issue, no matter how good the version is.)
People in my vicinity seemed to be uber-polite when I was running errands, and even so when I was driving, waiting at the end of a narrow road and letting me pass first, or letting me filter into a queue after driving it past almost completely on the wrong lane (not nice, I know).
My singing voice became much smoother, it sounded a lot better, and my talking voice was softer and more emotional as well. Definitely increased vocabulary, new words were coming into my mind easily, and I wasn’t using the same old phrases everyone has in his standard repertoire.
Handwriting was a little easier (a common struggle for those with lyme disease), my signature looked smoother.
Hunger and thirst increased by about 30 %. So far no weight gain, but that’s no surprise for me. Since stage 3 of lyme disease I’ve been losing weight constantly, because the parasites are eating everything: fat, muscles, connective tissue.
A huge drive to clean my rooms, sort out old clothes, get paperwork done, finally sell the stuff that’s been on eBay for months, even if I have to give it away at a large discount. This drive included cleaning my Macbook and the small devices, deleting old files, archiving others.
A desire to dress better, more elegant, to wear nicer shoes and underwear when I go out, even if it’s less comfortable.
My mom and I went for a walk. My mom praised a three year old girl we were meeting on the street for walking at a good pace for her age. The kid literally froze and stared at us, even after we started walking away into the opposite direction, and when her dad finally managed to make her move, she turned around five times and said goodbye to us each time. Never experienced something like this before, although my mom is talking to children a lot when we are outside.
Since in bloom, I rather felt ghosted by most people. I had to run errands in the city center, passing by lots of strangers, but not much interest so far. But I have to admit that the majority of them were women, and the rest was looking at their smartphones, hardly realizing the people around. Same today in a doctor’s waiting room, all eyes on smartphones.

The second cycle of DMSI was not half as intense as the first, although I did exactly the same. Hunger/thirst was still increased, and my drive to clean and sort out everything became even bigger. At the moment I honestly think that tracks got mixed up by accident and I downloaded “Overcome Procrastination” instead of DMSI. Usually I’m rather lazy, because I don’t have many important things to do right now. So there is always the thought that nobody cares if I will do it later.
But right now this extreme drive is always present like crazy, I’m answering every message right away, I’m putting away stuff I used immediately, even if this means going down three floors just to get rid of an empty water bottle.
Unfortunately all the other effects pretty much vanished during the second cycle. There are hardly any nice feelings of aura or cozy blanket, voice is back to normal, and people treat me like before.

I’m listening to the hybrid track trickling stream/silent with earphones on an iPhone 7/iPhone 11 alternating.

DMSI 3.3.2

Wed, 02 Oct 2019 12:11:43 +0000

This is the 2nd day of using DMSI on my GF, She has used only 2 loops per day for now, which is not the recommended dosage but I want to see first if she can handle the tiredness, I will use the recommended later if she can.

First day I didn't noticed much but I wasn't there so I can't really know how it affected her, I asked her if some guy checked her out but she didn't say anything so no crazy stuff there, and usually when a guy notice her she is all proud as it doesn't happen very often. She sent me some picture of hers that day, telling me how beautiful she is, I don't know if it's DMSI as it happens from time to time but not often.

2nd day I was there, I didn't noticed that she was more attractive than usual for now. I didn't noticed any guy checking her out unusually either for now, but it's just the 2nd day so let's stay hopeful.
She is having an headache today but it could just be normal or not, she said she didn't get enough sleep today.

I have a question for Shannon, the last 12 minute of the loop, is it just the background noise with nothing inside (a pause)? I'm asking because I'm using another another subliminal right now and I don't want to be affected while coming into the room to stop the subliminal. I'm wondering if it's safe for me to listen to the last 12 minute if it contains nothing but the background noise.

Alpha Female: Melissa's Journal

Sun, 22 Sep 2019 10:15:50 +0000

Hello everyone. I'm sharing this journal on behalf of my sister, a technophobe, who was kind enough to permit me to share her experiences on the forum. I'll be copying and pasting from the word docs she sends me (so it'll be written in the first person) She began listening to AF on the 31st of August 2019. Here we go....

UMS Journal

Sun, 11 Aug 2019 23:40:27 +0000

Heey everyone! I just bought UMS and so far I am very excited

About Me:

I am a 24 year old woman with a background in psychology and business. I am currently working on my dual master's in Psychology and Business.

I've had success in multiple business before, but I am looking to up my game.

My Routine:

Currently listening to 3 loops per day. 5 days on, 1 day off.

Goals:

I am aiming for $50,000 per month through at least one income stream, if not multiple.
I have PTSD from child abuse and I am hoping that EHPRA3 portion of UMS will help with that.

Results:

Day 1:

I listened for 3 loops. Boy did this subliminal attack and rip out my trauma. Quickly too.

After the first loop i started feeling very emotional and even had a panic attack. That night I laid down and had all kinds of nightmares.

But not just nightmares, memories. Repressed trauma memories coming back and clearing out.

It was quite amazing and since then, I haven't had any anxiety or flashbacks.

Day 2:

I feel calmer and more relaxed. Other people's opinions and personal attacks no longer trigger me. I also find I can think up solutions to problems quickly.

I will keep updating as I progress. So far UMS is the best subliminal I have ever used. Thank you everyone <3

UMS chapter

Fri, 26 Jul 2019 11:58:06 +0000

Last night was my first night listening to UMS. Shannon recommended to ideally take 3 days off from US/LM 4.1. I was already on my 2nd day break so I decided to just go for it.

I listened to 1 loop. As always, ultrasonic while I sleep. I think I will follow the 3x1, 7x0 schedule. When I started listening to UMS, I didn't feel that density some people reported. But I fell asleep pretty fast.

About 2 hours when I woke up, I was having coffee with a friend and I started to feel almost nauseous? This happened while we were waiting for our coffee so it's not coffee related. The slight nausea lasted maybe 5-10 mins. Not sure if it's because of the sub or this damn heat but I'm more inclined to say it's because of UMS. I don't think I have ever felt nauseous because of heat before. I also felt tingles all over my body. Not in a good way, more like stress tingles. I kept squeezing my hands and shaking them to make it pass. This happened right after being nauseous. The tingles lasted for a couple of minutes and then it stopped.

Anybody else experienced this?

US/LM 4.1 journey

Wed, 24 Jul 2019 15:15:14 +0000

I am following Shannon's instructions so today is my first day off from US/LM 4.1. Doing just 2 loops during a night is a nice change. Cause I have a small bladder lol. Now I don't have to worry about breaking my ASRB.

I'm kinda concerned I haven't experienced that high on life feeling people reported considering I have been listening to US/LM since it came out in October 2018. As for this version....Other than having 2 really stressful dreams...nothing to report really...Hoping that changes soon

UMS

Wed, 10 Jul 2019 07:52:23 +0000

My head feels full right now. I forgot to change the settings from continual loops to off. When it was almost finished, I watched for the seconds of the last minute to swith over to a new loop so I could shut it off, but it never switched. It just stopped playing as if the setting wasn't on continual loops. It was really nice to see that.

US/LM 4

Fri, 17 May 2019 17:52:19 +0000

edited

US/LM 4 acceleration

Tue, 09 Apr 2019 20:55:16 +0000

As per Shannon's instructions, I am opening a new thread for US/LM 4. Luckily, I didn't see Shannon's post about taking a week off before running US/LM 4 so I did run the sub last night.

I was running ultrasonic while I was sleeping. I slept fine. Don't feel tired or irritated today. I think PTPA part of the sub is kicking in. I have noticed today that whenever I had a negative thought, I didn`t spiral into 100 negative mental scenarios in my head. Instead I would caught myself in time and just focused on something else. I remember it was like this when I first started listening to the sub, then it kind of waned I guess...glad it`s picking up again.

I also just realized I have been doing the intermittent fasting thing for the last 2 weeks. Maybe it was TID from US/LM 4 that helped the process? Because it`s been awhile since I did that. I used to do it when I was MLS and then I stopped, I can't even remember why.

I have also been reading my journal a little and noticed that I have had several really disturbing rape dreams while listening to US/LM. Either I was raped or I was witnessing someone else being raped. Which is interesting because prior to US/LM I never had a rape dream in my life.

That`s all for day 1.