06-08-2018, 08:14 PM
I thought it would be best to post on a weekly basis and/or if something happens out of the ordinary. So some new things I have realized are that
1. I am enjoying drinking more ice cold water than I did before and soda drinking has been reduced
2. I realized just a few days ago that I wanted to take notes on topics that are of interest to me where I could study and become knowledged on those topics. (not forcing myself to enjoy it or to study it but for pure enjoyment).
Unfortunately I think resistance has been hitting me, too. Because of Ramadan that I have been participating in, when it comes to listening, because I have to get up early before 4 am to eat so I can fast, I have been thinking to play the subs after I start the fast at 5 am and play it till like 10am. But have been missing out on listening to the sub because of unnatural sleep schedule. Like before Ramadan I could easily play the subs at the time I sleep then get up to shut off the sub when all my required loops are fulfilled.
I think i have been on MLS for about close to 3 months and for the most part the sub has given me the ability to break procrastination for the better. But I have this immediate need to switch over the subs to AM 6.0. I think it is more urgent to use this sub as my bday is coming up in the next few weeks and I guess I'd like to become a new man at the turn of a new age.
I stood up to my dad tonight who likes to try to "scare me" throwing a remote at me (threaten is a better word) but I am fed up with how he treats me as a man who is about to turn a new leaf in his late 30s.
I am just done with the way I am perceived and treated and it has been long overdue. After June 17, I may start listening to AM 6; I cant afford $500; but can easily do 125 installment payments.
I would love to continue MLS 5.5 and have great faith in it; it has destroyed my procrastination completely. But because I need an urgent life make over, AM 6 has to be it.
1. I am enjoying drinking more ice cold water than I did before and soda drinking has been reduced
2. I realized just a few days ago that I wanted to take notes on topics that are of interest to me where I could study and become knowledged on those topics. (not forcing myself to enjoy it or to study it but for pure enjoyment).
Unfortunately I think resistance has been hitting me, too. Because of Ramadan that I have been participating in, when it comes to listening, because I have to get up early before 4 am to eat so I can fast, I have been thinking to play the subs after I start the fast at 5 am and play it till like 10am. But have been missing out on listening to the sub because of unnatural sleep schedule. Like before Ramadan I could easily play the subs at the time I sleep then get up to shut off the sub when all my required loops are fulfilled.
I think i have been on MLS for about close to 3 months and for the most part the sub has given me the ability to break procrastination for the better. But I have this immediate need to switch over the subs to AM 6.0. I think it is more urgent to use this sub as my bday is coming up in the next few weeks and I guess I'd like to become a new man at the turn of a new age.
I stood up to my dad tonight who likes to try to "scare me" throwing a remote at me (threaten is a better word) but I am fed up with how he treats me as a man who is about to turn a new leaf in his late 30s.
I am just done with the way I am perceived and treated and it has been long overdue. After June 17, I may start listening to AM 6; I cant afford $500; but can easily do 125 installment payments.
I would love to continue MLS 5.5 and have great faith in it; it has destroyed my procrastination completely. But because I need an urgent life make over, AM 6 has to be it.
Once the subconscious mind accepts an idea, it begins to execute it.
- Joseph Murphy
- Joseph Murphy