09-06-2012, 05:18 PM
You sound like a Nike commercial Boromir lol. Congrats to your friends, wish it were that easy for me. Hopefully soon.
Lately I’ve been exhausted. Even though there’s many variables in my life that lend to making me tired, I know this exhaustion is from the sub. Of course I can’t really explain that, I just know it to be true. It’s working and it’s working hard. There are a lot of times that I’m really tired buy have a hard time falling asleep. It’s usually because I’m bodily tired but my mind won’t stop. This is the exact opposite, my mind is turned off but my body doesn’t seem to want to comply to sleep. Sometimes I have to really force myself to sleep and in doing so, is the only thing that makes me feel any more energetic. There have actually been times when I feel tired in certain organs of body such as my lungs (which make sense with this sub) or my stomach. But the most interesting feeling I’ve had is when the back portion of my brain feels exhausted and the front feels wide awake. I honestly wouldn’t believe it if I didn’t feel it myself.
Other than that, I’ve been feeling a lot like I don’t like many things about smoking although my resistance is working hard for me not to really acknowledge them to the point of doing anything about them. In other words, I’m still fighting myself even though I’m not really fighting at all, if that makes any sense.
In other news, my oldest daughter is on the 4th stage of AF and my belief is that it has and continues to help her considerably. I won’t bore anyone with the details but both her and I have really seen some good stuff from that sub.
Lately I’ve been exhausted. Even though there’s many variables in my life that lend to making me tired, I know this exhaustion is from the sub. Of course I can’t really explain that, I just know it to be true. It’s working and it’s working hard. There are a lot of times that I’m really tired buy have a hard time falling asleep. It’s usually because I’m bodily tired but my mind won’t stop. This is the exact opposite, my mind is turned off but my body doesn’t seem to want to comply to sleep. Sometimes I have to really force myself to sleep and in doing so, is the only thing that makes me feel any more energetic. There have actually been times when I feel tired in certain organs of body such as my lungs (which make sense with this sub) or my stomach. But the most interesting feeling I’ve had is when the back portion of my brain feels exhausted and the front feels wide awake. I honestly wouldn’t believe it if I didn’t feel it myself.
Other than that, I’ve been feeling a lot like I don’t like many things about smoking although my resistance is working hard for me not to really acknowledge them to the point of doing anything about them. In other words, I’m still fighting myself even though I’m not really fighting at all, if that makes any sense.
In other news, my oldest daughter is on the 4th stage of AF and my belief is that it has and continues to help her considerably. I won’t bore anyone with the details but both her and I have really seen some good stuff from that sub.
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