I’ve been putting off posting because I notice a kernel of unhealthiness in it. It’s like a part of me that can’t let go wants to make something more real. I also don’t like so many insights going to waste, but I can’t post every time I have a shift anyways lol.
Anyways, OGSF2 is fucking crazy. I don’t know if it’s because I was ready for this level of change due to previous subs or what, but the results I’m getting are the best I’ve had from a subliminal yet. I’ve been waiting for, in my mind what I’ve been calling, the “tipping point”. I can feel that I’m about to cross some kind of threshold of change, and I’ve been alluding to this since awhile back at the end of my 2 year LTU6 marathon.
I don’t know how close I am to this tipping point, but it’s like I can hear beautiful music far away through a bunch of walls, and slowly the walls have been dissolving and the music has gotten louder. Before I might have thought “maybe the music isn’t real (not getting results)”. But as the music gets louder I’m like “holy shit how do subliminals like this exist and how is it so easy/powerful”. But I predict this tipping point will be reached sometime in 2 years. Or it’s possible it will be a series of tipping points that are reached, sort of like a tree finally reaching the fruiting stage after years of growth and “nothing to show for it” until it finally can produce fruit.
I’m really realizing at a deep level how important healing/clearing is. It’s easy to be like “yeah yeah, that’s the important stuff, I guess I’ll do it to get what I REALLY want” but at the end of the day healing/clearing is what we “really want” deep down. It’s just painful so parts of us avoid it and look for compensation. Like as I step out of fear and into love things slowly start to click and become easier/better and the things I thought I needed because of fear I don’t because I’m enjoying myself more.
Can’t wait till AM7 comes out, possibly in as little as 3 or 4 months! If AM7 doesn’t come out before 6 months of OGSF2 then I’ll do 6 months of OGSF2. I can’t believe the results I’m getting after only 1 month.
Edit: also I’d like to say there was a lot of the previous subliminals removing bad stuff and it’s sometimes harder to notice that (esp with the naturalizer) and it’s like the tree/fruiting analogy before where there was a lot of garbage removal that didn’t create the results I wanted, but it’s neccesary. It’s not a perfect analogy though because I’m starting to see the ghost of my future results and I’m excited. Maybe I see the unripe fruit growing and know it will soon be ripe and juicy.
Anyways, OGSF2 is fucking crazy. I don’t know if it’s because I was ready for this level of change due to previous subs or what, but the results I’m getting are the best I’ve had from a subliminal yet. I’ve been waiting for, in my mind what I’ve been calling, the “tipping point”. I can feel that I’m about to cross some kind of threshold of change, and I’ve been alluding to this since awhile back at the end of my 2 year LTU6 marathon.
I don’t know how close I am to this tipping point, but it’s like I can hear beautiful music far away through a bunch of walls, and slowly the walls have been dissolving and the music has gotten louder. Before I might have thought “maybe the music isn’t real (not getting results)”. But as the music gets louder I’m like “holy shit how do subliminals like this exist and how is it so easy/powerful”. But I predict this tipping point will be reached sometime in 2 years. Or it’s possible it will be a series of tipping points that are reached, sort of like a tree finally reaching the fruiting stage after years of growth and “nothing to show for it” until it finally can produce fruit.
I’m really realizing at a deep level how important healing/clearing is. It’s easy to be like “yeah yeah, that’s the important stuff, I guess I’ll do it to get what I REALLY want” but at the end of the day healing/clearing is what we “really want” deep down. It’s just painful so parts of us avoid it and look for compensation. Like as I step out of fear and into love things slowly start to click and become easier/better and the things I thought I needed because of fear I don’t because I’m enjoying myself more.
Can’t wait till AM7 comes out, possibly in as little as 3 or 4 months! If AM7 doesn’t come out before 6 months of OGSF2 then I’ll do 6 months of OGSF2. I can’t believe the results I’m getting after only 1 month.
Edit: also I’d like to say there was a lot of the previous subliminals removing bad stuff and it’s sometimes harder to notice that (esp with the naturalizer) and it’s like the tree/fruiting analogy before where there was a lot of garbage removal that didn’t create the results I wanted, but it’s neccesary. It’s not a perfect analogy though because I’m starting to see the ghost of my future results and I’m excited. Maybe I see the unripe fruit growing and know it will soon be ripe and juicy.