08-13-2019, 05:54 AM
Day 270
I have been having some dreams which i remember when I wake up and then I forget them shortly.
On day 268, i was listening to the sub on my sleep phones. I got up in the middle of the night and found that the sleep phones were not in the proper place. Had I missed any time listening to the sub, I do not know. The first thing that came in my mind was I had purposefully moved it from my head in resistance. I adjusted it on my ears and went to sleep again.
On day 269, I went and slept in a different room and used my phone speaker for listening. I knew I was facing some resistance and turned and tossed a bit and then went to sleep. During the night, I woke up and felt great fear. I could feel no fear below the bed cover / light blanket I had on and fear and terror all over the top of the cover. I felt it for few moments and then somehow found the courage to shrug it off and go to sleep.
When I woke up, my whole family thought I looked drained and tired. I had a short nap in the afternoon but the tiredness continued till the night.
On day 270, I again slept in a different room and used my phone speaker. I took some time to sleep as I was thinking about something. I had a dream in which I am the host of a party. It is a fine party in place I do not know. The food and the cakes are the finest I have ever seen in my entire life. Few of my distant cousins are sitting on a table. They complain to me that the manager brought food for them quite late. I went off to find the manager, walking here and there. I am getting very anxious and looking for him. In the meantime, I wake up. I immediately starting regretting why I did not eat any food myself and wasted time.
Mentally I am still exhausted. Now I come to 2 days break time so hopefully I will recover from this tiredness. I also plan to sleep more.
I have been having some dreams which i remember when I wake up and then I forget them shortly.
On day 268, i was listening to the sub on my sleep phones. I got up in the middle of the night and found that the sleep phones were not in the proper place. Had I missed any time listening to the sub, I do not know. The first thing that came in my mind was I had purposefully moved it from my head in resistance. I adjusted it on my ears and went to sleep again.
On day 269, I went and slept in a different room and used my phone speaker for listening. I knew I was facing some resistance and turned and tossed a bit and then went to sleep. During the night, I woke up and felt great fear. I could feel no fear below the bed cover / light blanket I had on and fear and terror all over the top of the cover. I felt it for few moments and then somehow found the courage to shrug it off and go to sleep.
When I woke up, my whole family thought I looked drained and tired. I had a short nap in the afternoon but the tiredness continued till the night.
On day 270, I again slept in a different room and used my phone speaker. I took some time to sleep as I was thinking about something. I had a dream in which I am the host of a party. It is a fine party in place I do not know. The food and the cakes are the finest I have ever seen in my entire life. Few of my distant cousins are sitting on a table. They complain to me that the manager brought food for them quite late. I went off to find the manager, walking here and there. I am getting very anxious and looking for him. In the meantime, I wake up. I immediately starting regretting why I did not eat any food myself and wasted time.
Mentally I am still exhausted. Now I come to 2 days break time so hopefully I will recover from this tiredness. I also plan to sleep more.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...