10-15-2023, 03:49 PM
I'm getting depressive again and lately some of the old symptoms showed up (never thought i will feel lack of air again) also i'm getting more tired and at the same time the concept of success is crumbling down, most likely my motivation is crumbling down as well and don't feel like doing anything, before i just got motivated by the reward from completing something but now i look for something else that's not only the reward (wonder what it is) and since i've been living like these for years i'm kind of lost.