Clamshell's weekly journal

[Shannon]

Depression often stems from frustration and sublimated anger. It sounds to me as if the circumstances you encounter while living at home are generated by that frustration. Certainly, your new and growing mindset won't make that lessen, as you become the person who is so different from that environment. I believe what you'll find happens is that the program brings about changes in you that increase your discontent with your current (wrong for you) circumstances until you and/or the Universe make something change or the better.

The hot women were there, all along, I'd be willing to bet; you just see them now, because of the programming change in your subconscious.