AM11 with Jeff

[Jeff]

Where there is a will... there is a way. Give it time.

This is where the patience sets in.

Day 3 into the big guns, and I am liking it. My life keeps surprising me. Many people are saying hey to me. Several of which, were sidewalk style (walking in opposite directions). I can recite an affirmation with absolutely zero negative feedback. The main one I have been using is the simple, "I am great with women." I flirt with about any attractive woman near me. This girl I kind of know, came up behind me after church and gave me a shoulder massage, while I was talking to some friends. Many girls are demanding hugs often from me. I find it cute. The past couple days I been wanting a petite, beautiful, brunette girl with piercing blue eyes. To my surprise she was a lot closer than I thought. My church is fairly big. Every where I went she would smile, then wave. I then saw her at Chipotle. Shouted her name out to make sure it was her. She got as giggly as a teenage girl going to a justin beiber concert lol. Her dad kept telling her to turn around and finish her order. She ignored him and just kept talking. Her parents nearly left her there lol. If this is only the beginning of stage three of alpha. I might need to scream hysterically after completing Sex Magnet

I also had a couple people engage in some mild hostility toward me. Negative comments bounce off me like bullets shot at superman. I find it hard to get offended. In the past two months, not a single person has been able to cut me down at all. I wish I could sell my indifference, I'd be a millionaire

Even though my life is moving at a slow pace at the moment, I am okay with that. I can hardly wait till I complete this program. I can tell right now, it will be one hell of a summer