03-15-2011, 07:32 AM
Only new report is my level of indifference and this wild dream I had.
My dream I had felt so real, as if it were actually happening. My mom told me two girls came to the door that were looking for me. I just said cool, and mindlessly surfed the web. The doorbell rang, so I casually walked to the door taking my sweet time. It happened to be the girl I've been crushing on with her best friend. She was smiling ear to ear and confidently nervous. She said she didn't normally do this and asked me to be her boyfriend, I said nothing, and grabbed her hips kissed her a bit then told her to leave with my phone number. I woke up. It was so weird, I felt every single feeling went about my dream like a regular day. Sort of like Inception. I was a little pissed off, but motivated.
My indifference is insane. These past two days, people are continually sparking conversation with me, and here are a couple of bad examples (thank you awareness)
a) Some are being way too quite
b) Many were talking to me, even when they didn't have my attention (weird)
c) I was having one of the days I just didn't feel like speaking much
I now understand why some girls are so dumbfounded when a guy that approached them, and goes apes**t for absolutely no reason.
My dream I had felt so real, as if it were actually happening. My mom told me two girls came to the door that were looking for me. I just said cool, and mindlessly surfed the web. The doorbell rang, so I casually walked to the door taking my sweet time. It happened to be the girl I've been crushing on with her best friend. She was smiling ear to ear and confidently nervous. She said she didn't normally do this and asked me to be her boyfriend, I said nothing, and grabbed her hips kissed her a bit then told her to leave with my phone number. I woke up. It was so weird, I felt every single feeling went about my dream like a regular day. Sort of like Inception. I was a little pissed off, but motivated.
My indifference is insane. These past two days, people are continually sparking conversation with me, and here are a couple of bad examples (thank you awareness)
a) Some are being way too quite
b) Many were talking to me, even when they didn't have my attention (weird)
c) I was having one of the days I just didn't feel like speaking much
I now understand why some girls are so dumbfounded when a guy that approached them, and goes apes**t for absolutely no reason.
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