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[ImFreeman]

Hi

I am going nuts. I am on stage 4 of BASE and i have already completed AM6 twice back to back. I feel as if I want to die. I have thoughts of suicide. My mind is racing. I have no desire to talk to people. I don't know who I am anymore. This is simply brutal. Please help me put my mind at ease.

Hi, i ran AM6 once and then ran base 2.0, by stage 4 i was dying inside and feeling utterly destroyed. Had to stop and get back to using am6 to bring myself back together. I can tell you i understand you and it really is utterly brutal.

Things i think i had trouble and got me to ultimately fail the program were: 1) My health was in bad shape, chronic sinus infection and weakened immune system made my energy levels sh1t, the sub was pushing me towards high productivity and high activity levels and my body was not up to par.
2) Had 10+ years of bad habits to change (not a morning person, Unfocused, motivated by the wrong things, wasting time in stupid sh1t, porn/internet addiction, etc etc etc.). It was just too much to tackle at once, and BASE really makes you aware of how you are wasting your time.

Im am working hard in conjunction w/Am6 to put all these things in check before trying again BASE. My health is improving slowly but surely thank god.

I concur with Dzeemo, get "brain evolution system" and start listening once a day and meditating, it will ease off the pain a LOT. Wish i knew this back then. Also take a good look at your health and eating habits, start taking some probiotics and fish oil, a good multivitamin. Exercise is a must also.