(11-08-2015, 01:56 AM)NewHorizons Wrote: Thanks for replys. I supose its more of sexual preference not fetish? very hard for me to say this so open I have a diaper lover fetish. diifcult for people to get the understanding of this but it takes back to when you have love, protection safety complete relax.
so crazy weird i know. also control, domination, bondage comes in as well. it has so many sexual paths. it very strong feeling hard to change and it takes over. almost like born with it like being born gay impossible to change?
Hey, it is okay.
Glad you said it. Does it already feel better be embrace it a little? The thing is with any fetish is that the more you try to fight it, the harder the you end up craving it later. And I can understand how it might affect your interaction with girls. It just gets hard sometimes to see girls normally because our fetish shapes our expectations from them. When other guys think of banging them, we might crave them to dominate us, you know.
Anyway, the important thing I can tell you is: There is no need to be ashamed about it. The sooner you learn to embrace it, the better you will be able to not let it take your focus away from your life.
Second thing, try to stop watching porn related to your fetish, or even Vanilla porn.
My recommendation is to run EPHRA for 3 to 6 months. It is free and it will tremendously help you release all the shame and guilt around your fetish. Give it a try.
