11-05-2015, 04:20 PM
Stage 5 Day 16
Wow my first post in this thread feels like ages ago.lots of new faces on the forum.so let's go
I'm sure many of you guys want to how is going with my second run of AM6
It was really hard but this time i was debt free and could handle my self way better.unlike last run this time in romance department i went 2-3 years back when was in love with my girlfriend befor last one.my mind was and is trying to detach from her.and lately i found out one of the reason i want to be her is most aspect of my life it's not what i want and as we are programed to believe having the girl will solve your problem it becamed more desirable.
I quit my job and basically living on my saving.it's been about 40 days BUT i'm working on something : ) it's a book about bodylanguage and i can't give more details.i validated a need at the market and how other products failed to address it and wrote a book about it.it's actually an app.it's mostly finished and i'm checking it for improvement.
My outside situation is not supporting who i want to be and because of that i need to keep doing what i'm doing until it changes.which means another run of AM6 right after this.the other sub i'm thinking about is OP.this sub is the BOMB! and one of the sub that can do great in 6G.
Lately i found that i have a really slow rhythm and my productivity is really low.i hate that.it's one of the thing and i want most to change about myself.i even feel thinking about it.
I know you want to hear the good stuff too but most of it feels natural.like my sexy voice.many people commented on that and they ask me are you a dubber? i regret less.treate my family better.i'm wiser.tend to look at things the way they are not in a fantasy world.
Still there is a long road to go.victim mentality decreased noticably.right now being me it's fun but it's necessary.
Oh right,another major problem is i make lot's of small mistakes in day to day life.i'm the guy who miss types a lot in texting.i think it's more lately,maybe because it's clearing.noticed simmilar pattern in last run.i was worried about my height and now 99% of time i don't care.it's just not one of the thinks i think about.
So we have
1-procrastination
2-making mistakes
I think many of problems are rooted in lack of achievement in life / my expectations about achievments.because i don't have enough proof to believe myself i continue to engage in old behaviours.hmmm interesting.remember when i told about outside situation? achievements are part of that and i'm starting to score in some areas.
I busy with living but maybe report at the end.cheers.
btw @Shanon if you are reading this : at the end of test track you provided , about 5-6 sec until it's finished i can't hear a sound any more.what does that mean? thanks.
Wow my first post in this thread feels like ages ago.lots of new faces on the forum.so let's go
I'm sure many of you guys want to how is going with my second run of AM6
It was really hard but this time i was debt free and could handle my self way better.unlike last run this time in romance department i went 2-3 years back when was in love with my girlfriend befor last one.my mind was and is trying to detach from her.and lately i found out one of the reason i want to be her is most aspect of my life it's not what i want and as we are programed to believe having the girl will solve your problem it becamed more desirable.
I quit my job and basically living on my saving.it's been about 40 days BUT i'm working on something : ) it's a book about bodylanguage and i can't give more details.i validated a need at the market and how other products failed to address it and wrote a book about it.it's actually an app.it's mostly finished and i'm checking it for improvement.
My outside situation is not supporting who i want to be and because of that i need to keep doing what i'm doing until it changes.which means another run of AM6 right after this.the other sub i'm thinking about is OP.this sub is the BOMB! and one of the sub that can do great in 6G.
Lately i found that i have a really slow rhythm and my productivity is really low.i hate that.it's one of the thing and i want most to change about myself.i even feel thinking about it.
I know you want to hear the good stuff too but most of it feels natural.like my sexy voice.many people commented on that and they ask me are you a dubber? i regret less.treate my family better.i'm wiser.tend to look at things the way they are not in a fantasy world.
Still there is a long road to go.victim mentality decreased noticably.right now being me it's fun but it's necessary.
Oh right,another major problem is i make lot's of small mistakes in day to day life.i'm the guy who miss types a lot in texting.i think it's more lately,maybe because it's clearing.noticed simmilar pattern in last run.i was worried about my height and now 99% of time i don't care.it's just not one of the thinks i think about.
So we have
1-procrastination
2-making mistakes
I think many of problems are rooted in lack of achievement in life / my expectations about achievments.because i don't have enough proof to believe myself i continue to engage in old behaviours.hmmm interesting.remember when i told about outside situation? achievements are part of that and i'm starting to score in some areas.
I busy with living but maybe report at the end.cheers.
btw @Shanon if you are reading this : at the end of test track you provided , about 5-6 sec until it's finished i can't hear a sound any more.what does that mean? thanks.
where attention goes energy flows and result show
