AM11 with Jeff

[WildFlower]

Update: Stage two is incredibly subtle it seems. I am 12 days in and trying to find out what has been changing. I am slightly withdrawn lately. One weird thing, people are laughing a lot to what I say, even if it is not funny at all (to me at least). I will say something with complete seriousness, next moment I feel like I am on stage at a comedy club. Nothing bad about, just not in my old reality.

I remember in stage one and early parts of stage 2, I would notice the level of ease/comfortability my body was. My body and mind are continually relaxing. Even in stressful situations. Indifference continually increasing, but that neediness creeps in every now and then. I find the most aggrivating thing is, not having the amount of success in my life, that exists in my aspirations.

My sexual drive the past few months has been at record lows. I do not know why. I am 18, it should be off the charts. Many people on here are raving about Horny Goat Weed, so I thought I would get some as well. I read in several testimonials it does not really kick in until a week after. I noticed it increased my breathing, heart rate, and made me a lot more flirtatious so I consider the second day of use good!

Stage 2 - in comparison to Stage 1 - has thus far been pretty subtle for me too. I can feel it's working and it's making me feel great but I just can't pinpoint the details. I'm enjoying the ride though. It's much more enjoyable this time round as I don't have a destination in sight. There's no reason why a first timer can't adopt this mentality either - like spiralout said, it's best if we just relax and let it do it's thing. No need to rush to the finish line.

BTW don't get discouraged if women are very shy around you.. and men tend to be the same way.

I'm noticing this a lot as well now. People who know me have become more open with me, but strangers, in particularly women, have become really shy around me. The sub must really be affecting my body language. I see it as a good sign.