10-21-2015, 09:09 AM
(10-21-2015, 08:22 AM)TheRealJustin Wrote:(10-21-2015, 02:44 AM)RisingSon Wrote: Eye-grabbing title, eh? I wouldn't say entirely gay (now that I have conflictive programming) or even close, but sexually independent.
Yes, that's a decent way of putting it.
I'm on the last day of Stage 6 of SM3. I did two runs of AM6 before, with a failed run of WM2 in between those (up to Stage 2).
Back to the gay part, and I am quite happy/jovial. Indulge me and check out this gachimuchi vid I dragged up deep from the boards of dark internet culture.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P57mSOaZhdk
Now, that's what I would call sexy. It's full of life, fun, and inspiring. The spark of fire. Women around me don't possess that at all. I now find that guy more aesthetically appealing than I do women, all while on SM3. It's good, I feel I am more sexually realized. Yet, women don't do much for me anymore...
I think this might be due in a large part to location. I'm in small-town America (Midwest). American women have been rated the 2nd least flirtatious women in the entire WORLD! Hah, so let's take some perception if you didn't get any from Sex Magnet and are living in the cultural doldrums of America.
I didn't go out much with intent to 'pick-up chicks' during SM3. I moved states, made steps to change my life drastically and with that social circles. I also don't go out much at all (besides traveling, natural adventurer) and have preoccupied myself with research on issues I find important. That means little contact with women out of day-to-day errands and stuff. I can see the manifestation working as I've attracted some consistent good-looking gals in odd locations, but beyond that not much. It isn't like late stage AM6 where I had a newly introduced girl directly proposition me for sex in front of her boyfriend. They seem much more distant on SM3. Maybe the strong sex appeal is too much for them and they just can't cope. We already know they don't really flirt. To those that have written off Sex Magnet as a dud, allow me to share with you a blackpill quote: "there are no personal solutions to systemic problems and feminism is a systemic problem."
Personally, I'm not bothered or swayed by SM3's lack of overt results. I know the subtle aura manipulation is still there if I choose to use it. Luckily, younger girls/women still show varied interest in me because I absolutely detest that part of the programming and did my best to reject any 'underage' programming. In fact, Shannon, if you want to test a sub that turns me into a raging pedophile/rapist that would be great, OK?
I'm not really down with limitations of any kind.
I'm also not 6 and a half foot tall nor have teenage girls chasing me around in the street like the legendary journal of Cortez. That's another big variable. I now believe women are more shallow then men and are strongly influenced by LMS (looks, money, status) and also to a major part social/physical dominance which height is a perceived part of. It is certainly not all personality and that's where subs can have their downfall, or people expecting too much out of them. Strangely, and much like Cortez, I now have the intense desire to build an off-grid home to live a more sovereign lifestyle. In fact, I am meeting with builders beginning next week to get the groundwork done. There are now much more important things than women in my life and always have been. I've heard people relate that designing a house with a woman can be a complete nightmare; I am glad to be free of that!
So, yes I am very sexually liberated in SM3 but not to my complete satisfaction. I'm very appreciative of the buffer it has put between me and the mundane woman-controlled masses, actually. Feeling non-neediness is great. Overall I'm much more sexually realized but who is even worthy of sharing that with me? Heh... Your results may vary.
P.S. I also learned to despise hookup culture because it has certain negative ramifications, especially on women.
https://i.imgur.com/rrLe319.jpg
I believe it. Running BIABWS so many times has given me erectile dysfunction and I don't get a super huge rush when I'm with someone new, like normally if I was with a new girl I'd have the biggest rush ever and I'd be rock hard but now there's no rush, no nervousness (which I always thought the nervousness felt good) and no erection. The good out weighs the bad though with that sub but I think there's a line in there that's something like "women are nothing more than normal human beings" or something like that and I think that's the line that fu*ked me over and made being with women not as exciting, and now it's hard to even get hard, but I'm going to fix that with exercise but I think the no rush with new women is permanent and I really hate that, we're meant to feel that rush.
And you are 100% correct, looks, money, and status are all that matters with American women. Nothing else. BUT it's because of how they're programmed by wicked society (on purpose) and it's also why the gay and cross gender community are growing rapidly (no offense) but it's all on purpose, but it's a man made curse which means if we talk to and appeal to the parts of women that are G*d made and not man made, then looks, money, and status don't matter at all. (meaning appeal to her instincts/subconscious) Women are programmed by the wicked media since birth to want a man with looks/money/status but they snap out of that programming real quick when they're around a man with the qualities that nature has them programmed to be attracted to.
The hookup culture is a fad, Playboy lead us into it, and now they're leading us out of it. They're going to make their magazine with no nudes now. Just extremely classy, tasteful teasing which imo is wayyy more sexy than a woman completely naked. If it has a snowball effect maybe more women will learn to have some class in the future cause these girls are turning into little street rats, and they control men, so soon they'll control the world. A bunch of little pathetic druggie street rats will be controlling the minds of the men in power. Not a good thing, it's actually a HUGE fuc*ing problem, and I'd say a bigger threat to our country than any war. I'll just stop here though before I go on a huge in depth ramble session.
I would really love to hear more from you...Love reading this kind of stuff and somewhat gives me hope that things can be changed...Worlds gonna change bro for good.