10-03-2015, 01:21 PM
Day 28 10/3/15
Dreams.
-Last night I had a multitude of different dreams.
- I was super aggressive and I was pretty much fighting 2 people at once. After that, This one girl kept attacking me and I subdued her. Which is shocking to me because "putting your hands on a girl is bad". There was a lot of fury inside me when I was fighting everyone.
-Another Dream I "broke apart" and some pieces had this feeling and essence of "neediness and women" but those pieces didn't latch back on when I "reformed".
Real Life.
- I am starting to realize that friendships aren't equal from person to person. I am starting to think my old group of friends are neither supportive nor helpful in the way I needed. It is just day to day about spending money on food and whatever trivial stuff women do. So now I need to think about how to start my projects and find people who are like minded and grow with them.
-I shelved the idea of opening my own gym for now and focused on starting pet projects. Right now I have 2 project I am planning to start. A video game channel and Investing mutual funds.
-I like video games and enjoy playing them so why not try my hand in starting a youtube channel for it. There is no downsides to starting it and I get to work on talking and video editing.
- Starting a mutual fund to generate passive income for myself and grow as i will continuously invest in it until my hopefully early retirement.
Dreams.
-Last night I had a multitude of different dreams.
- I was super aggressive and I was pretty much fighting 2 people at once. After that, This one girl kept attacking me and I subdued her. Which is shocking to me because "putting your hands on a girl is bad". There was a lot of fury inside me when I was fighting everyone.
-Another Dream I "broke apart" and some pieces had this feeling and essence of "neediness and women" but those pieces didn't latch back on when I "reformed".
Real Life.
- I am starting to realize that friendships aren't equal from person to person. I am starting to think my old group of friends are neither supportive nor helpful in the way I needed. It is just day to day about spending money on food and whatever trivial stuff women do. So now I need to think about how to start my projects and find people who are like minded and grow with them.
-I shelved the idea of opening my own gym for now and focused on starting pet projects. Right now I have 2 project I am planning to start. A video game channel and Investing mutual funds.
-I like video games and enjoy playing them so why not try my hand in starting a youtube channel for it. There is no downsides to starting it and I get to work on talking and video editing.
- Starting a mutual fund to generate passive income for myself and grow as i will continuously invest in it until my hopefully early retirement.
