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[TheRealJustin]

p.s. Day ~11 into Stage 3, I'm still very irritable and stunned at how powerful the subs are hitting me. Just at work today I had 2 of my fellow female co-workers tell me why I'm so quiet today. Before starting AM6, I was joking with them quiet often. So I just tell them I'm under some heavy "training" haha nowadays. Stage 3 is hitting me very hard. The hardest so far.
Another tid bit I noticed since starting AM6 (not just Stage 3). A buddy co-worker of mine I always share laughs with, mutual respect for each other...the two of us seem to of distanced from each other sadly. We're buddies, but since I started Am6 he seems to of drifted away from our fun jokes and stuff we'd do at work. Obviously the answer here is me...I know when he'd tell me a joke here or there, I wouldn't be as ecstatic as I used to be before AM6. Seriously we used to be two of the class clowns at work...now it just seems like we're regular co-workers almost. He himself is very still Class clown like, but he has his life straight, so I consider him a well respected Alpha by my standards. So I guess I'm just becoming more mature at work is what I gather from this. Stage 3 really feels to be emphasizing this.
Interesting day I had today. I was very quiet for most the day, but it didn't really phase me how quiet I was being today. Like I didn't care. All my head was focused on was some chores & life responsibilities I still have yet to finish.

Seriously, this is all it is so far into Stage 3...constant reminders of things I have to do in my life, it makes me VERY irritated at work since there's no way I can avoid these thoughts. At my house I'm able to get on my P.C. and avoid these thoughts (like I've been doing most my life heh).
But I welcome these thoughts, even with how pushing & rough they seem to be. Because they are very important things to do in life & I realize now in Stage 3 just how important they really are & that it's time to finally come around doing them.

On the better flipside, I've actually found myself volunteering a bit more for tasks no one else wants to do, both at work and my house. "Who wants to go get the ladder from the back of the store?"
"sure" I'd say and I'd just walk out with almost 0 thought. Compared to in the past where I really wouldn't want to.
I'm just in general beginning to do stuff/say things, without giving it too much thought like some weirdo/beta would do. A nice piece of change in my life.

Sounds to me like you are rapidly becoming less alpha, and turning into a boring working stiff instead. Workaholic does not equal alpha at all. Not even close. I don't like posting on this forum anymore, but I have been really thinking about buying this sub soon a few stages at a time so I'm grateful for your honest, detailed reviews of your progress. The more journals I'm reading the more I'm thinking my view of an alpha is like the complete opposite of what this program is doing to people. Haven't read much though. There's a lot of journals and they're all super long. I like the sales page, but I don't like what I'm reading here. You're definitely moving backwards unless boring, serious, work fiend is your view of an alpha male. I'm starting to think LTU would be a better alpha male program. I'm going to do ltu or am6. I want am6 more, but I haven't read a single journal that made me want it yet. Sales page sounds bomb, but people's real life results don't. I'm just starting in the journals though, I've read them all for LTU and it seems like a perfect alpha male program even though that's not what it was intended for. Hopefully later stages smooth you out and you're not so serious and focused. It's like the super busy serious boring ceo alpha that has everything but has nothing at the same time, that's just how it seems to me now, but I'm off to read more journals. Even though you're content, I hope you get your fun loving social care free personality back.