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Hello everyone, I'm going to be doing my journal stage by stage instead of daily reports. I feel this way I'm able to get to the point of each stage much faster and all together give how I felt about each stage & perhaps the impacts it's had on me if any. I'm 21 by the way. I've run BIATBW for >100 days prior to starting AM6. Which I felt had some result, both self-effect and on those around me a little. But for 20$, what could I expect. So I invested next on AM6, knowing how extremely well AM6 is for many people.

So I started Stage 1 May 10th last month. Which means completing Stage 1 in a day & starting Stage 2. Let me start by telling how I listen to the subs currently:
Using a pair of Z623 speaker during the day at home if I want to, while ultrasonic plays. Played at my computer. I assumed the headphones with stream were better than speaker with ultrasonic?
Most of the day (~4-6 hours) I use a pair of Sennheiser headphones while listening to the Trickling Stream. Time is usually from lunch to evening I listen. I play games and listen to music most of the time as I listen, so I usually have the audio high enough so it doesn't drown out in the other audio. When my hours are done, I do notice my ears have a slight ringing to them for a few minutes after listening.
Overnight I use a very cheap pair of speaker placed around my bed. They are some 5$ thirdparty brand speaker I got from school for free haha. I've run them through the 20-20 test and it seems to pass alright. I get around 6-7 hours of sleep, so that's 6-7 hours of exposure. I repeat the ultrasonic on my phone to be played.
Yes I've used the subs everyday and night. No breaks. And so that's about 10-13 hours usually I get.


So my opinion of Stage 1.
It went fairly easy I must say. Nothing very significant has happened with myself that I can notice. Not much resistance at all. Night 2 or 3 I tried using the Trickling stream but had a very restless sleep. Took me about 1 or 2 hours to fall asleep finally that night. But besides that one night, the other nights were pretty fine as I used ultrasonic.

There have been a few days, at work namely, that I found myself being a bit more assertive with myself. But I use Pheromones as part of my daily routine (which work haha), so I can't attest 100% of results I get from subs alone. Just yesterday actually I felt there were no social barriers between me and some of the co-workers I never talk with.
I do feel like I've been getting a bit irritated more with my parents, I fight their decisions on me a bit more. Example, how I spend my money.

One thing I definitely noticed was the change of my everyday attitude of having used BIATBW prior to AM6. My more playful and flirty feeling attitude took a stronger, more in-line with myself attitude. I welcome the feeling as it makes me feel that I'm doing more for myself than trying to live up for others around me.

tl;dr
Overall nothing too much yet, but that is to be expected of the first stages. I look forward to Stage 2 & will see you all later in another month to post my Stage 2 review. I'll still lurk around and post here and there on other threads. I may edit this post if I have any more recollection of Stage 1.

hey XyzN, i will be looking Forwards to this Journal because we have a Kind of similar Sub Background ( i used BIABW for 90 days and now i am in my second week of AM6). Just like you no Major Change ( a few things though which i will pu tin my Journal when i finish stage one). i started AM6 this 1 of june. one Major Thing now for me is i am very very tired. last Weekend i could not really stand up from bed, i felt like hit by a truck. did you also have some Feelings of tiredness during this first stage?
let me congratulate you on your journey and i will be looking Forwards to it. all the best