06-08-2015, 10:03 PM
(06-08-2015, 07:36 AM)Jingo786 Wrote: Hey guys,
I have not been doing daily updates as I travel about and its a bit tough but will be putting the odd experience/reflection for anyone that it may help or if anyone can comment on their own experiences.
I just started stage 3 today.
As for stage 2 and the last month...it has been very crazy and I dont know what is because of stage 2 or not.
I live in london and was gaming a few girls I met on tinder. Unfortunately I had to leave for Japan a few days later. Kept in touch with a few of them but one in particular was very solid.
Came back from Japan and was in London for 10 days before I went to Madrid. In those 10 days I met up with this one main girl a few times. Super hot blonde and we hooked up a couple of times.
She had been chasing me since we started talking and even was eager to meet when I got back from madrid. I felt that she was the one I wanted to focus on over all the girls but all of a sudden she became very unresponsive.
Now I don't know if it is stage 2 or a combination of the events but I felt a lot of emotional hurt. I rarely ever think one girl is worth focusing on, plus the entire interaction leading up to her being unresponsive was very solid so there could also be an ego thing.
But I just felt my mind was constantly on her - basically I became a needy little bitch.
A few videos from the sedona method and RSD youtube videos have helped but yeah. That was my current headspace till yesterday. I have no accepted that it is probably not recoverable as my last few exchanges were def needy and as a result scared her AND showed that while I have legit good game...a lot of it is a front and I need a lot of inner game work.
based on that im glad I have done AM6 again. First time I saw little to no change (although I don't doubt that change took place).
So I hope to keep an eye on things.
Great progress man!
Keep us updated. If you don't mind me asking, what did you mean by "plus the entire interaction leading up to her being unresponsive was very solid so there could also be an ego thing"?
