It sounds like you're using other stuff alongside. Shannon has said, that any other form of mind programming is not to be used. If you do it, you get pulled in two different directions and become messed up and dysfunctional. The subs are designed to be used themselves, they're good enough and life changing enough ALONE, trust me. I've only used Shannon's subs, and the results are obvious to me.
He's also dealt with people in similar situations like this, I remember one specific person. What it was tracked down to, was the person absolutely drowning in subconscious fear. Incredible amounts of subconscious fear, WAY beyond normal.
So...here's what you need to do...finish the program, this is easy since you're on stage 6 thankfully. It's obviously too much now. Think about whether or not you want to deal with this fear. I assume you do or you wouldn't be here or have gone through the AM6 gauntlet twice, for which I congratulate you. Then, pickup Overcoming Fear in the store. You need to run that hard to work on this fear that's holding you back. This is a very rare case, but has happened a few times before around here, and has been beaten before! I'm sure you can beat it, especially if you've done AM6 twice.
He's also dealt with people in similar situations like this, I remember one specific person. What it was tracked down to, was the person absolutely drowning in subconscious fear. Incredible amounts of subconscious fear, WAY beyond normal.
So...here's what you need to do...finish the program, this is easy since you're on stage 6 thankfully. It's obviously too much now. Think about whether or not you want to deal with this fear. I assume you do or you wouldn't be here or have gone through the AM6 gauntlet twice, for which I congratulate you. Then, pickup Overcoming Fear in the store. You need to run that hard to work on this fear that's holding you back. This is a very rare case, but has happened a few times before around here, and has been beaten before! I'm sure you can beat it, especially if you've done AM6 twice.