04-08-2015, 12:49 PM
Stage 1 Day 25
I purchased a guided meditation and it really helped me with some inner issues, I had alot of resentment and hatred towards some people in my life. That calmed me down and I feel really great.
I'm becoming more playful and carefree in life, I really like that energy, it's the little kid in me wanting to come out. Today for example I laughed and joked around all day. I was being with some guy at work he looks like the comedian Jeffrey Dunham lol I was joking around about that. Also with women I keep looking at them like their the most beautiful creation I ever seen. It's like when I look them in the eyes , their eyes sparkle. I see women as just people but women as well. My humor has increased and my observations as well like who likes me and etc.
I was hanging out with this one girl and she was drinking a pop and she sipped a bit and spit back in the can and I was giving her shyt for it. Aside from all that just increased humor and playfullness. I plan on maybe writing a book if I get motivated , will see I almost lost my job I didn't feel like going in on Monday and then I realized that I need a job and I can't just not go.
Current sm goals is increase penis size and stamina. I started writing my own affirmations for penis enlargement ; it would be Kool to see IYPS 4G in SM 4.0. Also I'd like to get into martial arts or some self defense , but lately I'm not that motivated . I got all these seminars available to me but I'm not that interested , maybe I have to force myself, yea I'm going to try all week. I may have to extend stage 1 for a few days.
I purchased a guided meditation and it really helped me with some inner issues, I had alot of resentment and hatred towards some people in my life. That calmed me down and I feel really great.
I'm becoming more playful and carefree in life, I really like that energy, it's the little kid in me wanting to come out. Today for example I laughed and joked around all day. I was being with some guy at work he looks like the comedian Jeffrey Dunham lol I was joking around about that. Also with women I keep looking at them like their the most beautiful creation I ever seen. It's like when I look them in the eyes , their eyes sparkle. I see women as just people but women as well. My humor has increased and my observations as well like who likes me and etc.
I was hanging out with this one girl and she was drinking a pop and she sipped a bit and spit back in the can and I was giving her shyt for it. Aside from all that just increased humor and playfullness. I plan on maybe writing a book if I get motivated , will see I almost lost my job I didn't feel like going in on Monday and then I realized that I need a job and I can't just not go.
Current sm goals is increase penis size and stamina. I started writing my own affirmations for penis enlargement ; it would be Kool to see IYPS 4G in SM 4.0. Also I'd like to get into martial arts or some self defense , but lately I'm not that motivated . I got all these seminars available to me but I'm not that interested , maybe I have to force myself, yea I'm going to try all week. I may have to extend stage 1 for a few days.
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
