01-09-2015, 10:17 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-09-2015, 10:30 PM by tahersyed34.)
DAY - 9
10 hours exposure
I had like 3 different dreams last night; it's like I remembered it one minute and now I forgot what 2 of them were but one of them was really "scary" like all I remember is bloody eye sockets; there weren't no "eyes" either it was like the eye sockets filled with blood. WTF?? I don't make this shit up I have no reason to; I just don't understand why strange dreams come to me while listening to US. It just does not connect. Maybe I am a rare case but as promised I stuck with the 10 hours rule now and daily I will strive for 9.5 to 10 hours now.
I know i sound like a broken recorder but the only thing I am seeing out of US is $$$$ manifesting itself, little or big, that only tells me Shannon's subs do work. No money ever manifested for me before US so the program is taking some kind of affect, right? Today I had 3 or 4 customers tipping me $8 to $12 tonight. Now if the program could do this, why the hell is it not doing anything for my professional career like the internship search?!
I might have to believe that every different situation will start manifesting in its specific timeframe. For instance, $$$ is occurring regularly, job success may take 2 months of listening straight daily, perfect partner may take 4 months, etc. Success might vary from person to person depending on what their outlook of success means I guess.
Today I went ahead and emailed 50 therapists and not one single fucking counselor responded to me. NOT EVEN ONE. Goes to show how selfish and money hungry these money suckers truly are; flash them money and they will be ready to take you on is my prediction. Either that or its a friday and some therapists might have Fri and the weekends off? Who knows.
Nothing else to report on the front for the day; I will indeed start listening to another 4g program to overcome fear or something along with US; it might make a difference. Tonight I am also embarking on my first self training with Internet Marketing for my website, wish me luck on that.
10 hours exposure
I had like 3 different dreams last night; it's like I remembered it one minute and now I forgot what 2 of them were but one of them was really "scary" like all I remember is bloody eye sockets; there weren't no "eyes" either it was like the eye sockets filled with blood. WTF?? I don't make this shit up I have no reason to; I just don't understand why strange dreams come to me while listening to US. It just does not connect. Maybe I am a rare case but as promised I stuck with the 10 hours rule now and daily I will strive for 9.5 to 10 hours now.
I know i sound like a broken recorder but the only thing I am seeing out of US is $$$$ manifesting itself, little or big, that only tells me Shannon's subs do work. No money ever manifested for me before US so the program is taking some kind of affect, right? Today I had 3 or 4 customers tipping me $8 to $12 tonight. Now if the program could do this, why the hell is it not doing anything for my professional career like the internship search?!
I might have to believe that every different situation will start manifesting in its specific timeframe. For instance, $$$ is occurring regularly, job success may take 2 months of listening straight daily, perfect partner may take 4 months, etc. Success might vary from person to person depending on what their outlook of success means I guess.
Today I went ahead and emailed 50 therapists and not one single fucking counselor responded to me. NOT EVEN ONE. Goes to show how selfish and money hungry these money suckers truly are; flash them money and they will be ready to take you on is my prediction. Either that or its a friday and some therapists might have Fri and the weekends off? Who knows.
Nothing else to report on the front for the day; I will indeed start listening to another 4g program to overcome fear or something along with US; it might make a difference. Tonight I am also embarking on my first self training with Internet Marketing for my website, wish me luck on that.
