If stage 1 was a daisy in the field, Stage 2 is a f---ing Manicoré. The changes are coming fast and hard now. I’ve had women literally stare at me in awe. I’ve had a female VP at my work hit on me multiple times in the past week. I've had comments from the women I know in their 20s like the following:
Girl: Chopp <insert real name>, something is different about you.
Me: Is that good or bad?
Girl: I haven't decided yet, but it is interesting. What’s going on?
And tonight at a bar:
A woman in her late 50s or later was hitting on friend of mine (who is 29) – but way out of line. She was squeezing her hands on his legs and back, and he was obviously uncomfortable. He was too p---y to put a stop to her drunken aggression - so I did. She walked up to me and put her hands on me, and I said "Excuse me. Who exactly are you and why are your hands on me?". After a while she literally had tears in her eyes talking to me - out of unadulterated awe. I know this because she said it, and I saw the tears in her eyes. Most people can't handle my responses now. They just look weak to me, while I feel powerful and in control. Stage 2 is rocking.
Remember the bartender girl from my dream in Stage 1? I have no interest in her anymore, and it is strongly apparent to her. She isn’t used to men not being attracted to her. Tonight she was sitting next to me at the bar, and said a few things that pissed me off. I responded matter-of-factly, telling her exactly how I felt. It hurt her. She was literally angry at my response. I was cold as steal, and it is hitting the people I know hard. They know something is up with me. What a ride this sub is – and I’m only in Stage 2.
Nothing else has EVER had this kind of effect on me. This post can’t even begin to describe all that has happened in the last week, so you’ll just have to take my word for it. This sub us for real. I’m 100% convinced.
Girl: Chopp <insert real name>, something is different about you.
Me: Is that good or bad?
Girl: I haven't decided yet, but it is interesting. What’s going on?
And tonight at a bar:
A woman in her late 50s or later was hitting on friend of mine (who is 29) – but way out of line. She was squeezing her hands on his legs and back, and he was obviously uncomfortable. He was too p---y to put a stop to her drunken aggression - so I did. She walked up to me and put her hands on me, and I said "Excuse me. Who exactly are you and why are your hands on me?". After a while she literally had tears in her eyes talking to me - out of unadulterated awe. I know this because she said it, and I saw the tears in her eyes. Most people can't handle my responses now. They just look weak to me, while I feel powerful and in control. Stage 2 is rocking.
Remember the bartender girl from my dream in Stage 1? I have no interest in her anymore, and it is strongly apparent to her. She isn’t used to men not being attracted to her. Tonight she was sitting next to me at the bar, and said a few things that pissed me off. I responded matter-of-factly, telling her exactly how I felt. It hurt her. She was literally angry at my response. I was cold as steal, and it is hitting the people I know hard. They know something is up with me. What a ride this sub is – and I’m only in Stage 2.
Nothing else has EVER had this kind of effect on me. This post can’t even begin to describe all that has happened in the last week, so you’ll just have to take my word for it. This sub us for real. I’m 100% convinced.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.