AM v5

[aswase]

Wasted most of today on studying neurology, and the dopamine pathway. Think ive got a good idea on how introverts can change from using acetylcholine as fuel, with dopamine as extroverts do. If my self study works out, ill post it for others to try and see if they change a little. Everyone is different however, so I doubt it would work for everyone. Overall, ive managed to keep up listening to the sub for around 12-18 hours, and am still trying to work up to 21 :p its kind of hard, but most teachers allow me to wear my earbuds in class, and my friends just think im listening to music when conversing during break periods. Still feeling asocial nonetheless, and am trying to break that to create a more understanding environment. I want to enjoy conversation like I used to; delving into how people think, and why. Atleast when i was asocial before, i had interests in people unlike now for some reason.
Oh well. I know im improving, and thats all that matters.