missed last night. Phone died (wtf)
still feeling asocial. Gonna cycle inositol later on this week to try and fix that. used to obsessively listen to music, dab, and smoke cigarettes, so my d2 receptors are probably whats been fucked up. No drugs, and no fap now
just told my ex I dont want anything to do with her, and feeling jealous of her successes (wtf is going on? ._.)
im contemplating quitting and running the free confidence sub, or the socializing is just a game, and charisma sub. maybe the emotional pain relief so theres less resistance.
scratch that. it hurts cause its working. just need to keep reminding myself thats how it works
still feeling asocial. Gonna cycle inositol later on this week to try and fix that. used to obsessively listen to music, dab, and smoke cigarettes, so my d2 receptors are probably whats been fucked up. No drugs, and no fap now
just told my ex I dont want anything to do with her, and feeling jealous of her successes (wtf is going on? ._.)
im contemplating quitting and running the free confidence sub, or the socializing is just a game, and charisma sub. maybe the emotional pain relief so theres less resistance.
scratch that. it hurts cause its working. just need to keep reminding myself thats how it works
Im competing against the me I want to be till i'm better than him.
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
Im Working on It.
No matter sick or weather, forever getting better.
Current Jam: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jVYCZwcBGM
Recommendations: Book of Pook (Pook), Models (Mark Manson), Alphamale2.0 (Blackdragon)
